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Chinese new year eve

2012-01-22T19:56:00.009+08:00

Hey peeps, it's been a while I was off to busy with my studies, it's tiring and exciting, yet challenging role. I am in holiday now for about 5 days, and I'll gonna school again right by next Thursday!

In these few weeks, all of the lessons are going smoothly, yeah, and I am pleased with my studying, I do really learn a lot, it's not only about gaining knowledge, but how to work well in a team to make a project comes successfully. Yet, maths is getting harder and harder! Hahas! Fun though! (: Well, I'll update again in details to you guys about my studying after Chinese New Year. (:

Many people are going back to their hometowns for this festival - celebrating Chinese New Year, which I am the one too. But I am staying in KL ( my hometown ) to celebrate the festival and enjoy the smooth journey to my relatives' houses. I think the city is now emptying. Aha! (:

Alright, for my wishes on Chinese New Year, I am hereby wishing all my beloved friends and family a year of peace. Everything will go fine and smoothly. That's......happy dragon year, people. (:

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Today is rainy day, I don't feel like waking up though. I went to Giant at Taman Connaught with daddy, and he said he wants to buy some carbonated drink ! ! ! Oh my, I know what he wanted to buy - 100 plus ( his favourite ) xD

See.....I guess right! By the way coca-cola is not his drink. HAHAHA!

What about mine?

Aha, my Ice-lemon-tea! wooohoooo.....Time to drink!

And.....A large reunion dinner with my family! Happy Chinese New Year ahead (:

kahmun (:

Time begins

2012-01-03T23:15:00.005+08:00

To 2012 : I am going to start you off with my new semester, I am in year 1 semester 2, yeah, I have gone back to University today, get my time-table double checked, met up my friends, chit-chatting, but.......the lecturer didn't come today! =O Ha, we've been waiting for the lecturer like a BOSS!

It's my hand drawing's classroom (:

Last night I went to The Mines, surprisingly, I bought three shirts, a piece of skirt, a pair of boots with fur, a rubber band, and a necklace. =D Well, the mission is passed, I am fully prepared for the Chinese New Year which is around the corner, I can't wait for the day to come, it's time to dress up nicely! =D

Good day, people (:

kahmun

The reflections of 2011

2011-12-31T15:35:00.004+08:00

How time flies, tomorrow is a brand new day, it's not more than 24 hours to go and year 2012 is going to replace with year 2011.

In 2011, there are a lot of ups and downs, as I trudged up the hill, laden with supplies. It was a tiring walk although I walked slowly the last day to 2012, 365 days are completed ! Every step was heavy as it required a huge amount of strength and wills.

The first 6 months were stressful and troubled.

"I was out of control as I fell into a deep hole in the ground from which people obtain water, the sides of wells are covered with barbed brick and there was a covering at the top of the well. I.......almost get drowned at the well".

The world is messed up.......messed up.......as I felt like doomsday is approaching me...

I did feel helpless to overcome the stressful and miserable life. Exam was damn hard and finally I managed to do it well, and I graduated my pre-U life. I felt everything was a hardship for me. Man-made factor? Environment factor? Think too much?

In half of the year, life has taught me a lot, do not let the sadness of your past or the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present, and there's a solution in every problem. Build a bridge of hope on a sea of despair! (:

Once I started my Uni life in September, only I realized that there are actually the same, burden doubles up, lessons are double harder, people are kinda fake, so I'd rather be thankful of my life no matter what the situation is...

I learn that life is a book.

P/S: Happy 2012, people. (:

kahmun

Wishlist

2011-12-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

Yeah, my hair is getting longer and longer again, before that I got a hair cut for 2 inches off, and it's looking moisturized and nourished after the hair treatment , but still not long though, below my breast level. Hmmmm, why must we get a hair cut? There's no way for stopping the hair to grow, right? How good if we could maintain the length of hair we wanted.

Hmmm, my parents are busying in their business, and I wasn't allowed to go out frequently because I am still on the road to recovery ( completely ) , I must get wrapped up warmly for at least one month, especially in a cold weather! Yeah, I already told myself that I must take care of myself, on the progress, soon I will be the healthier one, as usual, playing all over the world. =D

New year is around the corner...

In 2012 :

- Get good results in every exam.

- Get my hair curled =D

- Get a pair of boots with fur

- Have my nose allergy completely cured

- Stay Healthy (:

- Partying with friends! =D

- Ride a bicycle ( At the lake garden, Bandar Tun Razak )

- Be happy and cheered every day! (:

- Peacefully

That's my wishlist...

May my wishes be fulfilled......

P/S: Happy New Year 2012, people.....(:

Kahmun

The end of the end of the year

2011-12-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

Months are passing so quickly, my holiday is going to end soon, that means I have to endure going back to University for another strive. A two month break is definitely enough for me, two months off-to-relax, oops I am not totally relaxed, indeed I spend my holiday thinking about my future and doing research. OH NO! I have a mixed feeling upon knowing my holiday is going to end, I am such a weirdo!

OH YES, one of the best thing I've done is by making my room looks immaculate, I keep my bed and desk spotless, yeah, so that my allergy reaction wouldn't be so terrible!

OH NO, the weather is changing frequently and unexpectedly, I bet there will be a lot of people get sick more often in such a bad weather! Malaysia's temperature can fluctuate by as much as 10 degrees which is from 25-35 celcius! So I've been suffering from cold & severe flu , I've changed 1 doctor and only I could get relief, phew!!!!! I was told that I've got 猪毛丹 ( a kind of severe cold ) , and I felt like vomiting and fatigue at all time, and also headache, my body felt like it's freezing though! :O Due to that ill so I couldn't attend for 2 outings with my college mates! But now I've fully recovered! What the sick holiday! Phui !

I am so fragile I know ! I must take care of myself more! :D

P/S: I'm always with me! (:

To be continued......

kahmun

Excel at life

2011-12-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

People, I have a piece of good news, that I've completely walked out from depression/panic/anxiety, eh i think it's partially only, I will work out with myself, I know I CAN DO IT! I have confidence to myself. Blessed of luck and passion!

Few days ago, I was browsing for books and references from android market in my phone, and I had discovered a title called "stop panic and anxiety" , NO HARM IN CURIOSITY , I downloaded it and read.

The resource is separated into four parts which are info, audio, dairy, and articles.

Firstly I read the introduction , followed by audio and articles.

It says to learn to control panic and anxiety you must understand it, the next step is training and learning the methods to physically calm your body, the audio in that application will help you learn, the relaxation teaches you calming skills, and it really worked out! (:

Next, it's thinking. Certain thinking styles contribute to panic and anxiety, learn how to change this thinking by using the anxiety dairy. It helps you to determine ways to challenge the thinking, once you have done that, it's important to read the challenges frequently until they automatically come to mind to replace the anxious thinking.

Here is the link about this application:

http://www.excelatlife.com/

I hope people who are having panic and anxiety could get rid of it in their life.

kahmun.

The struggle

2011-12-05T21:09:00.003+08:00

I broke my promise, I cried again in the middle of night. The past few months I even made a promise for not shedding a tear anymore, from that time onward. My nose burns and blocks, and my heart hurts when I start to cry, I don't want this to be happened so I've made a promise to myself. I don't feel right today! ):

Dear self, I am extremely sorry!

I've been crying for 6 months + and I really have no idea! It's not hard to recall how it feels, it indeed turns me into a horrible person. ): Crying seems becoming a part of my life. Well, take it easy then!

Last year from today - 5/12.

It's freezing today, a cloudy and windy day often reminds me how that incident has been gone through. From love to hurts, from hurts to hatred, and from hatred to stranger. What my friends told me was right, the person who you care the most is the one who hurts you the most. Dare to try, people?

Sometimes I feel envious of those who are loving each other no matter in what condition! Does trust exist in the world? Does love exist in the world? I already lost trust in everyone...

P/S: I am sorry for those sensitive words...

Perfect?

2011-12-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

We had a great outing today, after the heavy rain yesterday I think everybody was happy to be out, I woke up early this morning, I realized that I was actually suffered badly with insomnia, I woke up in the middle of the night, my head was lowering to my left shoulder and my neck hurts.

Well, after the wash-up, I was heading to "pasar" where the house's resident used to have breakfast or get some fresh meats and veges, I've ordered a plate of mee and ate it very slowly, I was actually thinking of something...

Crossed the bridge...I looked at him, the motorcyclist looked back at me... ( you aren't a snatch theft ) LOL!

Walked to LRT station, I sweated all over my body then.

Yes - I met him, the beloved brother - st :D

This time we were going to karaoke at Greenbox - sg. wang plaza, from 1pm-4pm. After the renovation, I've seen everything is changed, the environment, design, and system seems very well improved. I prefer the sound effect and also the touch screen navigation for selecting the song. :D Sadly, the foods and beverages have becoming lousier than last time. Oops =O

Before karaoke, I tagged along with him to restaurant wan tan mee, I know there's another branch at Kuchai Lama , it tasted not very delicious to me last time when I was eating the wan tan mee. But he said he misses "wan tan mee" very much so I didn't think to ruin his appetite! xD

To be franked, I felt completely worn out after the karaoke, yet we had so much fun and joys. (:

We were heading to Time Square after that...

Here come for roaming and strolling around the Time Square! Grabbed a piece of christmas card, thought of giving it to my friend. (:

We left the place at 6 o' clock!

I really feel very cheerful today, I guess he is...too. (: Thanks for lending me your ears to pour out all the things.

Ya, I hope to see him again. (:

Take care.

P/S: Happy mun. :D

Here am I

2011-12-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

I feel like pouring out something in here, its about the complicated feeling after I've been kept hidden for some time....

The only way is to bury my feelings and emotions under the corner of my heart...

Wave after wave of pent-up emotion, and the countless of unexpected and unexplained thoughts and moods were making my mind out of control, but I don't have the attempt of ending my life. I don't feel right to share this kind of emotion to the people around me, and also my dearest family. I really feel shame on my behaviour, secret, thought, and also the way I treat it.

My throat feels very tight....it's like something is strangling or tie up your neck tightly until you feel breathless and choked. I dislike this kind of condition when I am out of control. I am in anxiety huh?

I don't know why I still could make the people around me happily and cheerful instead of leading them to the sadness. Perhaps I am good in hiding my actual feelings. Huh.

The stresses of life and moving on, they are actually a hardship to me now. ):

When I think about......December.

Sigh.

Memories tinged with sadness - 5/12 (':

kahmun.

Alone in the hollow brightness

2011-11-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

Please help! I am stuck in a dilemma, neither in studies nor in career, but to subdue the pain of migraine. I still remember the first time I had migraine when I was in form 3. It is actually a common type of headache yet it's very painful and annoying to me.

I feel a sense of emptiness this recently, I feel like avoiding this feeling but I discovered that its the feeling of lack or something missing that makes me feel uncomfortable in my life? I crave for chocolate, ice-cream, and cheese but they do not appear at my sight. I yearn for a completely healthy mind and body but the painful headache/migraine run on my mind, same goes to my phobia, I hate you all. ): Whenever I need you, but where are you? )':

To be continued......

Kahmun.

The life and feelings

2011-11-12T00:36:00.010+08:00

I don't know why, I've been feeling very down and depressed , it started about 2 weeks ago until now. I thought having depression or feeling down from time to time is a very normal part of our life, but the feeling isn't right to me because I had a thought of don't wanna live anymore, SHIT? Please don't tell me on how to survive. =/ FOREVER ALONE!

Damn, the phobia has really made me into a horrible person, I hate it? ): I can't sleep, I've been suffering from insomnia, I am really suffering you know! You've been disappeared yourself for almost 2 months and why you're turning back to attack me again? )': SOB!

So, it ended up with fever, caught a cold, sore throat, coughing and whatsover! )':

Sorry for telling that. ):

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Yesterday I went to the Sunny Beach Cafe where I used to be on lunch with my schoolmates last time, it's been 2 years since I've been there, so I was paying my first visit right after I've left my high school. Those fun and joys with my schoolmates had made an indelible vivid memories on my mind. It's impossible to forget such memorable moment in my life. (:

This time, I tagged along with Vinze - my high school and also my University senior. (:

Well, the quality of food and beverages still remains good though, and it still remains a very popular restaurant to students, workers, and other customers. Maybe it's the location, good atmosphere, and decorations that people enjoy. (:

The menu.
A plate of pasta with spicy sauce.
A plate of pasta with tomato sauce.
A bowl of mushroom soup.
A glass of mint shake.

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On 2nd of November, I went to Maluri Jusco with my parents. No idea, they were making promotions and discounts in J-card Member Day. I've bought 3 file holders and inner wears with 50-70% discounts. No wonder people were thirsting for hunting piece!

Well, I had a cup of signature hot chocolate at Starbucks.

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On 4th of November, we went to Paragon Thai Village for dinner.

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This is 南瓜算盘子。Errrr..... =9

P/S: Please don't remind me on how to survive.

Joys and fun

2011-10-27T21:56:00.009+08:00

The picture is taken from 10th floor at Berjaya Time Square! LAUGH OUT LOUD! =D
The picture is taken from 10th floor at Berjaya Time Square! LAUGH OUT LOUD! =D
My favourite cookies- Famous Amos ' s chocolate chip cookies! =9 DROOLED OVER THE FOOD. =9
It's the best recommended to you all- vegetable pizza. There were brocolli, bell peppers, carrots, and also cheese on top! =9
A plate of mushroom mee with a big cabbage, and also abalone slices!
"Tou fu hua" - beancurd jelly with sugar syrup, it is one of the popular chinese dessert eaten hot or cold. Well, it warmed my stomach especially when there was raining outside. (:

Profound thought

2011-10-25T15:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah, since I am on holiday, I have completely cleaned my room , by getting a piece of wet cloth to wipe down my dusty desk, bookshelf, and drawer. To be frank, they were really full of dust, its been two months since I didn't clean them. Also, I changed my bed sheet, rearranged my paper works and books, and mopped the floor. Well, I bet all of you prefer things to be cleaned, right?

This week I will be spending my time with my friends and also family, at last I've a few days of deep relaxation. It's better to spend time in resting and enjoying myself as much as possible before a new chapter of life begins. I feel like playing bowling, archery, rock climbing, and... my favourite sport - cycling. Right, I've missed my bike so much. Thought of buying a new bike after a period of time then. =)

I am going to get a cell phone. Nope, its a smartphone, since I've some extra savings. Besides, I planned to work part-time start from next month onward. Hopefully I could learn something new from it. It's wise to begin with a plan! (: Dear self, all the best.

I will be starting the second semester on January 2012. There will be much more challenges later on, for sure. It's never too late to start off with a positive thinking. Let's beat it calmly! (:

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Some thoughts...some memories...some sadness...they will be last forever in my heart, and also in my mind too. If you still remember what was happening for the past year, I've been struggling for almost a year, it isn't easy at all, I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles. Yet, I have becoming stronger and stronger! It goes successfully! (:

You have taught me a valuable lesson...you've been said: " the society teaches me to be harsh, I give you time but please don't take it for granted. " I finally realized that what were you meant to be.

If I kept trying my best to provide value and cares for you, you would do things that showed that you didn't completely recognise about my carings, you would leave me wondering what you were thinking about. Why are you not recognizing the good intent I had in mind?

If I am deciding to give you up, am I the person to be blamed? I think you should know, who is the one doesn't even cherish the one who loves you very much.

Sorry that I loved you. (:

Thank you!

By: kahmun (:

Life is like riding a bicycle

2011-10-21T19:34:00.012+08:00

Hey, peeps. It's been one month since I didn't update to you guys. I can't describe how packed is my lectures' time table and also my own timetable. Well, I've finished the first semester and right now I have 2 months holidays to take breath and chill out somewhere. Also, I become more familiar with my new studying environment, and I adapted quickly to it. Moreover, I have got a lot of new friends who are from different countries and life-styles, and also the knowledge and experiences I got from the course, and now my mind becomes a lil bit wider and large. Yet, it is stronger! (:

And yeah, I've just finished my exam today! Hopefully the results would turn out to be pretty good. (:

In my first semester's subject- Circuit Theory I. I have learned on how to construct a simple circuit with a breadboard. In addition, I have studied different types of theories of circuit in order to calculate the voltage, current, resistance, and so on.

That was my lab project with DC power supply from the lab. Tested by a LED.

That was my assignment. Battery is replaced with the DC power supply, tested by a LED.

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On 13th of October 2011. That day was my born-day and turned out to be 19 years old girl! Also, I was very surprised and touched when my friends brought in a chocolate cake into the classroom once the tutorial is being dismissed. They sang me a birthday song as well, and took a lot of pictures. I never expected such a great birthday party they have arranged for me, although it wasn't very grandly, but full of passionate and kindness. I would very much appreciate it.

My friends and I.

That was the chocolate cake they bought for me.

A birthday surprise from my parents, they have bought me a white chocolate cake with fruits on top. The cake is called "Fruits Garden". WOW, I love it. It tasted very delicious to me as well. Thanks daddy and mommy. (:

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In the end of September, I went to The Mines to relax myself, I enjoyed wandering around the shopping mall and looking at the people...the crowd...(:

And...I've tried something new! CREAMY MUSHROOM SOUP WITH BREAD BOWL! =9

At....the espresSOUP. Oops, I am not trying to promote the small cafe. HAHA!

P/S: Life goes on! (:

Study life (I)

2011-09-16T23:27:00.004+08:00

Day by day, life is getting busy, in work place or study place. Indeed, life is becoming more and more challenging.

I really have no idea about how fast the lesson is flowing. I am doing short semester which is until the end of October this year. I have got the exam time table for the final exam today, it has shocked me a little bit but what can I do is try to catch up all the lessons within one month. It's extremely rushed, and I study in a very fast pace.

Calculus & Geometry II isn't an easy subject, even if you're good in maths too. It does require a very hard work and a strong will to learn and study. I will just endeavour to try my best. That's all.

Lecture has taught me a lesson between studying for the sake of passing the examinations and studying for the sake of life. If you keep memorizing the topic just because of the examinations, then you wouldn't gain the knowledge as what you have learned. It's better to learn and gain the knowledge in order to apply the gained knowledge both at academic institutions and in a modern society.

I am story to bore you with my story...

Besides, I have got to know some new friends from there. They are awesome and smart enough. Yet, they are friendly too. I am glad to know them , and hopefully a good friendship will be developed as soon as possible.

Instead, lecturers are experienced and dedicated with years of teaching, I like them ! (:

P/S: To be continued...

The new study place

2011-09-09T23:23:00.005+08:00

It's been one week I studied at UCSI University North Wing, whereas the South Wing is the headquarter of UCSI.

I think I should learn how to adapt to a new study place immediately, it seemed very strange the first time I met them -- my coursemates. Besides, in engineering and architecture courses, there are a lot of international friends came to Malaysia for studying, this is what I have noticed in the past few days. Through conversation, they come from Indonesia, Myanmar, Iraq, and much more. Indeed, we have different family backgrounds, cultural, languages, lifestyles, and so on. (:

I drive to University every morning, the parking fees are RM 3 in the first 3 hours, and RM 4 after 3 hours. That's very costly to me.

I take 2 subjects in this semester, because every September we are compulsory to take a short semester which is until the end of October. So, we would have 2 months of holidays on November and December.

The first subject is Calculus and Geometry II, its kinda harder than A levels Math, we solve 3D integration. This shouldn't be a problem to me since last time I was practiced to do maths until thrown up? xD The second subject is circuit theory, its more in physics, basic concept must be strong in order to proceed to the hardest topics. Moreover, we were assigned to do a group assignment and lab project. Next month we will have presentation, midterm, and final exam. (:

Well, I will be very busy soon. (:

It's September again

2011-09-02T23:51:00.005+08:00

Let me entice you with some news. I will be getting my degree by next Monday, I've just fully recovered from removing the blood clots in my uterus, and I do feel much more better by tuning up my body with Chinese medicine. I prefer Chinese Medicine the most, this is because it's all made from natural ingredient. My holidays are going to end soon, it is a torture of doing a lot of assignments and prepare for examination again, as what I did in my A level. (:

*Stopping my crap*

I've got a conditional letter of offer from UCSI University as shown as below. I will be doing B.Eng (Hons) in Mechatronic Engineering programme. People think I am crazy, and commented this degree isn't easily at all, even some of them said I am the special one. Well, I chose it according to my Pre-U results, I am interested in every course but I must have to choose one! Besides, I do like Physics very much. (:

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It's a mess when you're going to apply for PTPTN Loan. I am the one who is processing the first step here, and preparing all the documents to be certified. Firstly, I went to "Bank Simpanan Nasional" for buying a PIN number for online application, then I went to CIMB Bank again to open a saving account, and get an ATM Card. You know the staffs took me 2 hours for opening a new saving account, was it too exaggerate? They even skipped my turn and asked me to wait, what the terrible and lousy customer services they've offered me!

Shit, I feel like scolding them so badly. It's okay then, dear self, let's chill! (:

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P/S: Life is going on! (:

Malaysian Independence Day 2011

2011-08-31T23:17:00.011+08:00

Hey people, I am just dropping by to say hello. It's Kah Mun again! (:

I am hereby wishing all the Malaysians, Happy Independence Day 2011, and happy holidays to all of you too. It is such a coincidence, this year's Malaysian Independence Day and "Hari Raya" fall nearly on the same day. Normally, the eve of Malaysian Independence Day will be filled with joys and fun, countdown session to the August 31st, and fireworks. On the other hand, there were a lot of performances broadcasted on the television such as flag waving, military presentation, a parade, cultural activities, and so on. (:

It's a holiday again. During lunchtime, my family and I went to the Restaurant Sweet Bean ( "Tong Chi Dao" in cantonese) where is located at "Bandar Baru Sri Petalling". It was my first time eating at there, whereas my parents and brother have been visiting for several times.

You see? What a sweet name for the eatery! It is actually a cafe that serves a wide range of sweet soups and desserts, such as red bean, black sesame, peanut paste, and so on. Furthermore, they do serve a variety of traditional western foods and malaysian foods, such as chicken chop, steak, spaghetti, "nasi minyak", "wan tan mee", curry & "laksa" , and much more. (:

Seriously, interior and exterior designs say a lot about a restaurant. By right, I like the lighting and design of that restaurant. They chose the right lighting levels because different lighting levels set different moods for every customer. Same goes to the painting skills, they colored the walls white which are plain. Last but not least, I like the lamp designs! =D

I ordered a plate of seafood spaghetti with tomato sauce. It wasn't disappointing me at all as the sauce tasted slightly sour, the spaghetti was just smooth and its not too tough, the prawns and cuttlefish were fresh without an unpleasant smell. It was just edible for me.

My parents ordered a plate of "nasi minyak with chicken thigh" ( its kind of nasi lemak) and "nasi lemak" respectively, while my brother ordered a bowl of Thai Curry and Curry Fish Balls. At last, I shared a bowl of black sesame with my mum, whereas daddy and brother shared a bowl of red bean.

My mum would be mad at me by capturing so many pictures! =P

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September is coming. (:

P/S: To be continued...Happy Holidays to you guys! (:

Malaysia public holidays

2011-08-30T23:16:00.008+08:00

I am hereby wishing all the Muslim friends, Selamat Hari Raya! (:

Today was a sunny day and not a cloud was in the sky, I woke up a bit late this morning (about 10am) as I had an insomnia last night, it's been a few days since I didn't have an insomnia, perhaps I should do something to avoid it.

I suggested to bring my parents to have breakfast in Restauran Lim Kee Pan Mee at Taman Taynton, which my family and I have been visiting there for countless times. I prefer eating the pan mee at there, the noodles was very smooth and chewy, and of course, the soup was deeply flavorful which they have put a lot of fresh ingredients to cook it. I bet you would feel like drinking all the soup. There were "ikan bilis", minced pork, vegetable, and mushroom as side dishes. There are two types of noodles, round or flat mee, but I prefer flat mee. It was very tasty!

( I will be taking the foods' picture next time when I pay a visit there)

Furthermore, they do serve pork mee, dumpling, and curry mee. But, curry mee is served during public holidays only! Honestly, it was my first time to taste the curry mee at there. (:

I prefer eating curry mee too but I don't often eat it, this is because it contains high amount of fats in a bowl. The curry soup was flavorful too as they have added coconut milk, the chicken and clam meat were juicy and fresh, there were long bean ,bean sprouts, and fried bean curd. It tasted not bad. Small portion of a bowl but it looked bigger. Moreover, the price was fair too. (:

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After that, my parents and I went to The Mines. We roamed all around there, eating snacks while walking and talking craps. I felt warm by spending time with my parents, its a nature feeling which I never have with my friends.

It's been a long time since I didn't take a cup of coffee. We stopped at Restaurant Oldtown White Coffee. I have ordered a cup of mocha with white coffee, whereas my parents have ordered a cup of traditional Oldtown white coffee. SMILE. (:

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I normally have my eye sight testing in an optical shop at The Mines, the purpose of going to The Mines today was ordering a new pair of spectacle before my degree is started. (: Firstly I was having my eye sight testing with a special equipment called Auto Refractometer , after that I was assigned to have trial frame for refraction. I am glad that my eyes' power and axis are still remained the same. I have ordered two spectacles, one is with frame, another one is without frame. I look great with both spectacles. =D ( Picture will be capturing soon )

P/S: Happy Holidays to all non-Muslims. (:

Family Day & its celebration

2011-08-28T21:55:00.018+08:00

Thought of jotting about my feeling, but today's outing was quite special, it was a cloudy evening and we usually have hot to warm weather outing. So, I decided to blog out about the family outing today.

At afternoon, my mum suddenly suggested that we go for a family outing. The main purpose of the outing is to celebrate the completion of my Pre-University studies and my graduation. I nodded and my brother looked at mum and dad expectantly. Then my mum urged me to get a shower and dress up nicely!

"You look great dressed up with the lace mini dress." My mom said. Yup, I've picked one of my dangling earrings and the necklace with a heart pendant. Stepping out from the door, I noticed that my mom wore a smug satisfied smile on me. Yeah.

We were heading to Jaya Jusco Maluri...

The traffic was smooth until we reached the destination, but the visitor's parking was packed with a lot of vehicles. Right, today is Sunday.

There was a panic in the shopping mall, a lot of people running, Chinese, Malay, and Indian. Right, today is Sunday. I am glad to see those people in such a lively situation. (:
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Few week ago my dad was discussing with a pharmacist about the "Horseradish plus". Its a kind of tablet. The benefits of Horseradish plus are reducing the severity and duration of flu and colds, relieve nasal congestion and sinusitis, support healthy immune system, treatment for asthma and bronchitis, and stimulate expectoration of excess phlegm. Sounds great? Definitely, and hopefully it could prevent the allergy reaction from being striking over me. Each tablet contains the ingredients of horseradish, garlic, liquorice, marshmallow, fenugreek, and eucalyptus oil.

How I've been finding that so long. My dad and I have been traveling to several pharmacies in Pudu and Kuchai Lama to search for it, but it has sold out. Fortunately, we have found it in Jusco.

So, it has becoming the multivitamin in my daily life. (: Dear self, its a great solution to prevent the allergy reaction to be occurred. (: Specially thanks to my daddy.
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In Jusco, I've bought 5 pieces of panties. Whereas my parents and brother enjoyed buying mooncakes. Nowadays, there are more than a dozen variations of mooncakes. I've seen there are a lot of stalls from different companies which are selling different types of mooncakes to customers. Creativity has definitely brought the attraction to people.
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After that, we were heading to Old Western Cowboy Steak House where is located at Desa Petalling to have dinner.

They are my dearest parents.

The cool eldest brother. =D

We have ordered a lot of dishes to be shared with.

Spaghetti Bolognese Chicken. RM 7.80

Mushroom Soup. RM 3.80

Sizzling Fish. RM 13.80

Fried rice. RM 7.80

Garlic Chicken RM 11.80

Salad RM 4.80

Black Pepper Steak. RM 16.80 (My brother did but we weren't)

Followed by left: Green tea, watermelon, and soursop juice. RM 3, RM 5, and RM 6 respectively.

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However, the day soon ended. We were very tired after the day’s outing which were indeed enjoyable!

(:

Graduation Day 2011

2011-08-26T21:04:00.006+08:00

People, life is moving so fast this recently. Not long ago I was attending the orientation day and classes in college, and going for examination. After 18 months and now, today was the Graduation Day 2011.

At 3pm, the programme began with singing national anthem which is Negaraku, opened prayer by member of the Board of Management , speech by President of student council and CEO of college, addressed by guest of honour.

After that, prizes and certificates were given to all the graduands.

The programme was ended at 5.30pm with college song and closing prayer.

Happy graduation to all my friends. (:

That's what I got.

P/S: It's just a simply update. (:

A new chapter in my life begins

2011-08-24T14:55:00.006+08:00

One chapter ends, a new one begins...

I got my A level results by last Thursday, "Thanks God"...the first two words were being whispered out from my mouth. At least, the results were not too bad, moderately and I didn't get a straight As. But all my efforts has paid off. Sometimes, we...humans don't be too greedy because something that we expected might not benefit to us. Health is the only wealth to us. Right?

The week before the results day, I had received an envelope from my house's mailbox, there were two invitation cards and two response slips. It was about the Graduation Day 2011 which falls on this coming Friday. By the way, I haven't prepared for it at all. Let the nature takes its course.

Well, about my further education, I think my parents' advices are right, I should get enough sleep and rest in order to maintain my good health at this moment. Therefore, I would like to pursue my education by next year January. And I would probably have starting to work temporarily by next month for gaining some work experiences. Hmmm, I feel like going to work with my friend at Midvalley! (:

Dear self, all the best. (:
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In the past few weeks before the 4th of August, until now, I've had a full body medical check-up. Firstly was blood testing, I am so glad that the blood report was greatly perfect. Moreover, I've took ultrasound scans for liver and kidney and they seemed very well, but a tumor was discovered right inside my ovary but it was actually a blood clots. By now the blood clots was being killed and passed out during my periods. (:

In the third week of August, I've took MRI scans for brains, eyes, and nose to discover whether is there any potential problems within the body. By last night I was conducted Electrocardiogram (ECG) for my heart. All the results were perfect but MRI image showed that my left nose were being blocked due to the nose allergy. ): This is one of the factor which causing me to suffer from migraine in sometimes.
It's time to find the best solution to prevent the allergies reaction to be happened.

Dear self, be strong. (:

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I watch KBS Music Bank every Friday and JK Hits every weekday. Any latest Korean Songs or previous ones are broadcasting on the Korean channel. Mr Simple by Super Junior is the best recommended for this month. I like it very much. (:

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I can't wait for the festival to come. Mooncake Festival is just around the corner.
My childhood is keep playing on my mind especially during the moment of Mooncake Festival, I still remember that I lighted three boxes of candles in the whole night, watched until all the candles were melted and vaporized a small amount of fuel. By now I could only use my mind to sense the atmosphere of Mooncake Festival, along with my friends and family (:

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P/S: Life is going on. (:

My blood report

2011-08-10T00:17:00.008+08:00

In my life I've been having my blood tested for 3 times, every time I've had my blood tested, I've learned more about my body health and try to maintain a better health. My parents urged me to go for a blood tests since after I've finished my exam, but I have rejected them again and again, not because I don't wanna know my health but it's quite troublesome by traveling so far to take a blood tests, my parents used to have their blood tested at Kepong, it's quite far away from my house. At my age should be taken once every two years or when necessary.

So, I've took my blood tests and ultrasound scans by last Thursday, I have got phobia by awaiting so long in the clinic with my emptied stomach, I had swore badly that I wouldn't go to that clinic anymore. I am pretty sure that there are still a lot of branches in KL.

Last night I went to take the blood report, it was very common that my heart pumped so quickly while awaiting for my turn. The clinic was full of customers. I was told to come back to take the report again after an hour. Shit. So I took the spare time having dinner with my parents. I prefer Kepong's delicious foods but I dislike the clinic services.

By right I went back to the clinic again at 9 o' clock. When my name is being called then I walked into the room. The doctor smiled at me and started to look through my blood report, she explained about my health report in detail while using a pen to tick the points carefully. She concluded that everything was alright and I am healthy.

Phew, sigh of relief!

(:

A frightened

2011-08-05T20:26:00.006+08:00

Last night I went for the blood testing, so I've to get up early in the morning and prepared for it. At the same time, I could not eat anything yet before the blood testing is done. If not, this will cause an inaccurate result for the report. From the outside, I have seen that there were a lot of people waiting for their turn inside the clinic. Badly, I had to wait for few hours to get my turn. I am so worried that if I could not stand so long in the state of hunger. The doctor helped me to check my blood pressure and then sucked my blood out by using a needle. Next, I was conducted to have organ scanned by using the ultrasound. Unfortunately, I was discovered a small tumor right in my ovary, at first I really couldn't accept it but I must try to be stronger at the moment. I am worn out!

I felt much better after being comforted by my parents and friends. Alright, I should be optimistic no matter what is gonna to be happened. I believe on the advances modern medicine to cure any diseases in the various ways! Let's pray hard.

Today I went to Pantai Hospital to visit a gynecologist. Honestly, it was my first time visited a gynecologist. I was told to drink plenty of water to ensure my bladder is fulled before my ovary testing ultrasound, if not it won't be worked out. So I had told the specialist about what had been happened last night. I took out my pants and pantie to have my ovary testing ultrasound. I felt relief once the specialist said that it's not a tumor but it's actually a blood clots. And I was given medicine to destroy the blood clots left outside my uterus. It's a very small matter. (:

Thanks God. (:

This is my uterus in ultrasound image

Recent Updates

2011-07-23T22:29:00.007+08:00

Well, I am still going on my holidays, but just wanted to say that I am rotting at home? Nope,I am actually chilling out with friends and family every week, looking for delicious foods, drinking tea, chit-chatting, window shopping, walking all around the town, capturing photos, and much more! Yeah, I like it, but I've been wanting my University life so badly, the hopes of getting more training and knowledge and the yearning of learning from my degree, so I've told myself, just 4 more years for my degree level! 4 MORE YEARS! =)

By the way I haven't applied to any University yet, because it's all depends on my result. The result day will be on 18th of August, the date sounds so nice, but I feel so nervous when the result is given out! I will either apply to UCSI University or University of Nottingham for Chemical Engineering, both of the intakes will be on September, but UON requires a better result compared to the UCSI one! (:

Honestly, I sleep much during holiday, I take at least 10 hours of sleep every day and few hours of napping unless I gotta go for an outing. But sometimes I really can't sleep well due to the weather or abruptly wake up during the midnight. I would have trouble falling asleep too at bedtime. Hope to get well soon. I had took herbal soup and tonic in the past few days, million thanks to my mother who always look after me. It's time to take care more of myself. (:

I get bored easily when I am alone at home, most of the time I watch drama and listen to musics. Moreover, I have written several pieces of poetry, and I have posted them to my Facebook and Blogger, there will be another piece posting out soon, hope you guys will like it. (:

"No matter how sad you are, you deserve to wear a smile on your face, and also in your heart, just because of who you are."
The photo of this month. (:

P/S: Happy Holiday!

The Midnight Sun

2011-07-23T21:28:00.005+08:00

I walked beyond the midnight sun,
it made me blind for a while when it stared at me,
I see my darkened mind,
my sanity is instantly left.

I walked beyond the midnight sun,
it lighted up the world,
I see the bright and dull sides of my life,
with many tales of past and future.

I walked beyond the midnight sun,
the bright sun is in the middle of night,
it may be midnight,
it may be dark.

I walked beyond the midnight sun,
I felt my soul collapse,
the life is full of truth and lies,
my heart felt tired to fight.

I walked beyond the midnight sun,
I heard the voice of life lost,
whispered from the deep within,
I found my way to the light.

I walked beyond the midnight sun,
the heat of sun gently warmed my face,
nights slowly colored with insomnia,
and told me everything will be alright.

By: kahmun

In The Dark

2011-07-13T23:20:00.001+08:00

I stand alone in the dark,
I think it's supposed to be my shelter.

A feeling of quietness surrounds this place,
but I can hear the cries from my heart.

It's really cold here,
I am shivering so hard until my muscles are tense.

There's no light near,
only the moonlight shining off my tears.

Someone whispers to me within the wind,
my heart, once failed to beat.

I am afraid of unseen in the dark,
it holds deep inside me but I am unable to move.

I fight for a grasp of air,
perhaps it's my last breath.

In the dark,
it covers my soul.

Outing with the special

2011-07-11T21:42:00.018+08:00

Another extremely nice outing with my buddy Vinze during holiday. That outing means a lot to me despite it was just a simple one at a simple place! Looking out the scenery of KL, and the buildings, the sky appeared blue but the air is polluted. By the way, I wore a mask, hopefully my nose allergy reaction wouldn't be so serious. Again, I took train straight to Time Square at the afternoon and we finally met.

We had lunch at a restaurant called Sushi Zanmai. It was my first time eating at there, I am pretty sure that the foods are delicious to everyone. (: And of course, the foods taste YUMMY to me!

This is Yasai Yaki Udon, it was mine! =D The soup tasted sweet and fresh with vegetables and mushrooms.

This is supposed to be "Oyster Rice", I've forgotten its name man! That's for her. (:

A plate of sushi. I prefer tuna sushi. (:

Last but not least, a glass of hot green tea to warm my stomach.

Well, I will be back again, Sushi Zanmai! (:

We went for shopping at Time Square after the lunch. Oh yea, all the time I was hunting for a piece of skirt, or a formal suit for my graduation day! And she was hunting for anything which suits her! =D

Vinze and I. (:

Next, we went to Sungei Wang to have a light walk, while chit-chatting, and we shared a part of our life stories to each other. Crossed the bridge to Lot 10, we were looking for some clothes, and eventually we passed by SEPHORA at Jalan Bukit Bintang.

At Pavillion, we were actually doing camwhore-ing inside the toilet! =D

Ha, it was my first time eating at there too, Snowflake! =D

Tou fu fa with lots of red bean! By the way, the red bean is damn big! I love this bowl.

This is the bestseller one, herbal jelly with sweet potatoes on top! That's for her.

The main stage in the pavillion.

Shooting from above! (:

P/S: Enjoy spending time with her! (:

My dinner (:

2011-07-09T21:03:00.004+08:00

Shhhhruuuppp....Shhhruuuppp.....

I know right, Asians have the tradition of eating Longevity Noodles aka 长寿面 especially to those old people during their birthdays or other special occasions.
It serves as dry and wet versions as well. For me, I prefer wet version of longevity noodles.

Today I've learned cooking longevity noodles from my mom. Ingredients are longevity noodles, prawn, vegetables, pork meat, 3 tablespoons of oyster sauce, 3 teaspoons of salt, dried anchovies, eggs, garlic, and water.

Rinse the longevity noodles in cold water to remove the starch, and cook them in a wok of boiling water for several minutes, take out the cooked mee and put them in cold water to make sure it's fresh. To cook anchovies soup, add some garlics and 1 gram of dried anchovies in water, bring it to boil for about 10 minutes, add the cooked mee into the soup, gently crack two eggs into the wok and add 3 teaspoons of salt and 3 tablespoons of oyster sauce. Lastly bring vegetables, prawns and pork meat to a boil. Heat and mix the contains.

By the way, it tastes yummy! How I wish I can cook for myself next time! LOL

(:

Fabulous Outing with Fabulous Friends

2011-07-08T16:00:00.007+08:00

By the second week of holiday, there was an outing on Thursday (7/7/2011). Zoe, Joyce, Yee Shan, Lynn, and I, five of us went to karaoke. This is the third time I've been to karaoke this year, I know that my gang would prefer karaoke more than go for a movie. Nevertheless, I prefer both of them. (:

I reached the Sungei Wang at 10.45am ( I walked to there from home? ) Nope, I took the train from my house area, it's been a period of time since I didn't take the train for traveling right after I have got my car license, unless my friends and I took train for lunch when there was a long break, actually taking train could be fun and adventurous, I don't know why I feel so, perhaps it's due to the speed of the train, aha! =D I also wished there will be a chance for me to ride A ROCKET? OH NO! =D

Yeah, they were late, but we finally got there, which was Green Box Karaoke, we 5 people renting a room for 3 hours. It was $12+ bucks per person with free drink and snack, set lunch was not included. Most of the time I sang English and Korean songs, haha, none of them really knew well the lyrics of Korean songs though, and I didn't sing well because I don't have the talent in singing. I like Zoe and Lynn's singing voice, their voices were nice compared to mine. When it came to the dancing part, we just stood up and danced ! =D

The microphone. =D

I had ordered a plate of spicy pasta with prawn. Seriously it tasted damn hot and spicy man!

(: Five of us

After the karaoke, we walked to Pavillion for shopping, on the way to Pavillion we passed by Lot 10 and Jalan Bukit Bintang, we have planned to buy a birthday present for a friend so by right we just stopped at Vincci Shop and looking for girl's accessories and handbags. Some bags look nicer but we bought nothing at last so we left the place. We were heading to Pavillion after that.

At Pavillion, we were so crazy to shop , and non-stop walking, most of the time we were looking for girl's accessories and handbags. =)

This is Diva Accessories Shop. <3 We had bought a necklace and bracelet as the birthday present. (:

Eventually I had bought a pair of earrings from Vincci Shop, while Zoe had bought a hairband.

Lynn left earlier than us, while Zoe and Joyce left the place after 6 o' clock, Yee Shan and I went to Lowyat after 6 o' clock. I think they might feel tired walking so long in the whole afternoon.

So yeah, I got a new set of earphones. APPLE BRAND! Whereas Shan had got her new hard drive which cost several hundreds.

Eventually we walked to Hang Tuah LRT Station, we waved good bye to each other and took the different train to home. (:

P/S: It was really a tiring day but we had much FUN. (:
*Waiting for Joyce to upload the photo of us . =D*

Dental Check-up

2011-07-06T22:45:00.006+08:00

Hey people, my life is great after the exam is ended, fortunately the stress levels haven't been too bad, I've fully recovered from serious long term stomach bloating, and also mental tiredness. So yeah, I look slightly pale and haggard (not really). =)

It is vitally important that we make dental check-ups for a part of our routine, do you agree? By the way, if you're asking me how often would I have my dental check-up, I would have it once or twice per year.

I still remember when I was small, I felt freaking anxious and nervous about going to the dentist to get my teeth plucked, OUCH, or I would just have my teeth pulled at home, I was petrified to get my wisdom teeth pulled by using a string, or just using my hand, or else my dad would just helped me out ! LOL! TERRIFIED! Luckily the blood stopped bleeding. Aha. Right After Standard 4 I think, I started to take care of my tooth very well, I seldom have my teeth plucked then (: , unless I would have my dental check-up. (:

After exam, dental check-up is one of the task in my list, I can't ignore my task man! LOL! I went to Yulek to have my dental check-up at afternoon, when I was being served I asked the dentist to check my tooth and wash it (: So yeah,luckily my tooth is healthy. With his specialist equipments, the dentist gave me a session of dental treatment by scaling and polishing , and so my tooth is being CLEANED. (DING) =D

Recently I am watching a Hong Kong's drama! Life is great especially when there is a holiday! (:

怒火街头 is damn BEST! =D

P/S: My next task - BLOOD CHECK-UP (O.O)
P/P/S: Tomorrow gonna have shopping and karaoke with friends (:

Falling star

2011-07-05T00:02:00.003+08:00

Looking up at the night sky,
I saw a star sliding down the sky,
I closed my eyes,
and wished really hard.

Falling star,
you are so tiny, solid body, and amazing,
enters the Earth's atmosphere,
and travels through the space.

Glanced at its bright surface,
wishing upon it,
and hoping the falling star would shine again,
and fill my heart with fire.

The soothing sounds of cicada,
made a sound that is music to my ears,
they sing in unison from all surrounding areas,
specially at the allure of night.

A cool wind blew over the grass softy,
and also the sea,
riffling it in gentle waves,
I felt it in my face.

I kept my finger crossed,
made a brief and silent prayers to God,
please help ease my pain,
comfort me.

Falling star,
that it, the shining light,
May guide me on my way.

P/S: Enjoy reading my poem (:

Unknown title

2011-07-02T23:37:00.005+08:00

Overcome a fear,
laugh out loud,
break the silence,
speak to the crowd.

Feel the joy,
taste the wind,
breathe the stars,
imagine.

Model kindness,
wear peace,
show mercy,
act at least.

Know her sadness,
heal his pain,
listen closely,
receive the same.

Make a promise,
give from the heart,
take and return,
end and restart

Rise from the bottom,
soar from the deep,
smile and rest,
desire and seek.

Learn the secrets,
read between lines,
thirst for the truth,
look for the signs.

Sing and dance,
love and live,
and remember you get,
whatever you give.

(This is my favourite poem - "Be")

I named the title "unknown".

An emo post in the end of June

2011-06-30T21:30:00.010+08:00

*Share from the deepest heart*

When I was a small kid, until the age of 15-16, I was a carefree and innocent girl who had no worries and responsibility in life. I played my own role at all time, I played and studied hard in the morning to the late of night. Seemed I might have been energized by "my childhood's electricity"?

To be honest, I miss my childhood, I think my childhood is the best part of my life, recently this few days I've been wanting to go back to my childhood so much, I still remember I always wanted to grow up, this is because after growing up, I'll have the freedom in everything? Sometimes I had never wanted to be a child, I had no freedom, under the supervision of parents, as I thought. But now I wish I was back to being a kid again, I miss the days where I would play with neighborhood for hours upon hours , such as lighted up the candles and lantern during Mooncake Festival, rushed to the ice-cream truck to get an ice-cream cone, made a shadow behind the candle when there was no electricity at home, and much more! I miss those moments.

Since the year of 2008, right after I got straight As in PMR, I named my blog's link "mun2happy" as you can see at upside. Reason? I wanted a happy life at all time, I wish I can jot down all the happy thoughts in here, but.....when the time has grown me up, it isn't, there are too much to be worried and also, sad thoughts. It's all because of future? Future equals to? Love + Money + Career + Family? I really have no idea.

Studies and career, there's still a long run, how could I predict for a part of my future? Family? My parents need my caring. LOVE? When LOVE appears in my mind, I feel like crying for whole day, how do you feel if you fall in love to a person who doesn't love you at all? Seriously this becomes a reason for not mentioning about LOVE in my blog. Screwed up!

People,
This is no longer a ONLY happy blog anymore.

Dear self, LIFE IS SIMPLE ):

P/S: One day of EMO!

A boring day made interesting

2011-06-29T20:26:00.009+08:00

After exam, I don't use my brain much, I just left my brain empty, I don't want to think...all stuffs, not at all. My next step towards my studies, I've planned it, leave it and I don't wanna worry about it first. Stay relaxed ! (:

So, I was given this medicine for stomach bloating and mental tiredness, and I will stay at home until I've fully recovered. Gosh, I've been eating medicine since 20th of July until now, and I've been seeing doctor for about 3 times! But luckily, I have got looked to Tradition Chinese medicine instead of western medicine, I seriously hate the chemical taste of syrup or tablet, YUCK.

I must drink plenty of water, an "auto-reminder" from my brain, it's DONE! (: Next, think before eat, beware of fake foods? Some foods that contain artificial preservative which used to prevent it from decaying? Honestly, I am still worrying if there's a large amount of preservative or spice turning all over my digestive system! Awwww, please stop worrying! GET WELL SOON! (:

Today, it was raining early in the morning, thought I could go to do a facial with my mother, but I am shivering with cold, DUH! Eventually I drove my mother to beauty saloon and accompanied her for lunch, after that I left my mother there for the facial and then I went back to home and REST. ): Hmmmm.... Perhaps I am still on MEDICINE MEAL !

I found something interesting...

Turned over my bookshelf, I found two books in photostat copied, they are THIRD EDITION of Biological Science 1 and Biological Science 2, the first one contains 435 pages and the following one contains 975 pages. Book 1 and 2 comprise a complete text and all syllabuses in Biological Science! LOVE BIOLOGY! =D They are great book and reference for Biology Student! *READING AND STUDYING* =D

P/S: Oh? I feel much better here! =D

It's the end of my A level life

2011-06-27T19:49:00.014+08:00

Hey peeps, I am back. (: I miss my blogger so badly, I had promised myself once I would update my blogger after finished my Edexcel Examination. I have a lot of thoughts to be jotted down.

How time flies, I can't believe that I've already finished the exam, seriously it took about 1.5 months for the exam, it is considered as a torturing exam. And so it's the end of my college life and A level life. Now hoping to pass it? Moreover, I wished I could obtain a better result so that all my hard works will be paid off.

Today I did my last paper at afternoon, which was Physics 5, some of the questions were just tricky to be true, and I've been cracking and squeezing all my brain juice out for writing down all the explanations and facts and ensured that the calculations were tallied exactly or approximately with the values given on the question! =.=
But "YEAH" , I managed to do it well even though there are some difficulties and challenges, but it's solution to be found! For the others, I rated Physics and Maths moderate, but Chemistry 3 was tougher than what I've expected.

Hope for better results.

Please don't get shocked after you've seen these pictures.

If I tell you all that it's my desk? Ha,Edexcel A level does require a lot of paper works. Can you see it? That's why I've been carried this burden for one and a half year!

And now, I show you the effect of "Before and After". (:

Ah, I think we would prefer a neat and tidy desk right? =D Papers >> take to recycle. I wanted to sell all my textbooks so badly, who wants it? Hmmm, I think I should take it to college to sell them? Or? Any suggestions?

After all, the exams, I've just put down a heavy burden in my brain, I feel so light in my my brain....IM MA A FREE BIRD! (: Hmmm...Oh ya, in the mean time, I fall sick during the exam day, ): am I stressed out? Or getting nervous despite an earlier preparation has been made. Let's change another side of view, getting sick is actually a good sign to all people, the body reacts with it and tells the person that he/she should take care well of body health. Fortunately, I managed to do the exam despite I FELT UNWELL...LOL.....

Awwww.....Not only this.....more than that!

So what's my next plan? Firstly I need a rest for several days since my stomach feels upset, and I feel bloatness and wind in my stomach even though I eat properly everyday, perhaps I left my stomach empty last time when I was busying in college. ): I don't dare to do so anymore....Ahhhhh........Next,a date/hang out with friends and family, YEAH, I can't wait for that! I feel so relaxed....(: (: (: University life, sooner will do, hope for a better results *DROOL*....LOL =D

Good bye to my college.....(:

Alright I should stop here, I am tired.....(:

P/S: Good bye sleepless night, Hello healthy life. (:

The halfway

2011-06-03T19:33:00.005+08:00

Hello,its been a month since I didn't update the blog. Well, everything is going well in examination. Every paper that without any tips and I came across some mistakes and errors. I believe those silly mistakes will start giving me easier problems on the following exam.

Oh my, I am craving for rice dumpling with mushroom here!

NEXT MONDAY!

RICE DUMPLING = ENERGY + EXAM (:

Don't laugh, that's me! (:

I can't imagine if one day I run crazy because of the exam! LOL !

P/S: Happy Exam-ing. I'll see you guys soon!

Exam preparation

2011-05-14T21:14:00.003+08:00

Next Wednesday is the first day of my final exam. The last day is 27th of June. Why it takes so long? This is a good question, but I remain speechless on the Edexcel A levels examination system.

Almost everyone feel nervous for the coming exam. But......I......felt more nervous when my exam results are given out. Ewwwww.....

Well, I have nothing to write right now.

I will be away from today until the end of May. A new post will be updated sooner or later.

P/S: All the best to myself.

=)

Mother's Day + Gathering

2011-05-08T19:31:00.006+08:00

Its been a few days since I didn't update my blog. I am totally busy in the preparation for my final exam. Seriously, there is one week left for the final exam.

I woke up early in the morning today, today is Mother's Day. In addition, I had a gathering with my best friends from high school just now. (: Ha, you know what, there are 7 people in my gang. Due to one of them will be going to Kampar to further her studies this month, so it had became the purpose for today's gathering. I am here to wish her all the best to her studies and everything.

And so we had joys and fun karaoke in Red Box, The Gardens from 11am until 3pm. Soon we went window shopping for clothes, shoes, and accessories at Midvalley. Most of the time we spent on karaoke, we were tired but we were satisfied all day long. At last, we left the place at 4.30pm.

"How time flies". These 3 words are often weighing on my mind. Those memories we spent on studying at school, laughing, shouting, smiling, chatting, playing, and much more. All of them will last forever.....on my mind. (:

I don't need words to express,
I don't need tears to shed,
I don't need ask for a laughter or smile,
or a hand to hold me on,
all I need is...to be your friends, FOREVER.

A GOODBYE for today isn't the end of our meeting,
one day..anytime...anywhere...
We would meet again.
To my beloved friends, do take care. (':
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Dear Mom, Happy Mother's Day, Although I can't afford to prepare any presents for you right now, but one of the present I can give you is my excellent results in academic , I will try my best in my final exam. Thanks for your caring and raising me up, and one more thing...I seldom got canned by you =D Hahaha!
Anyway, enjoy tonight's home-made steamboat ! =D <3

P/S: Live my life. (:

Jungle trekking

2011-04-30T21:23:00.014+08:00

Its been 1 year since I didn't go for the jungle trekking. I still remember the unforgettable memories of jungle treks during the Orientation Camp last year, and I was bitten by two leeches in the jungle, but I know leech bites do not hurt so much. Those memories would be cherished by me throughout my whole life. (:

5PM - 7PM
Today I had two hours of jungle trekking at "Bukit Hartamas" which is located somewhere at Cheras. Along with my dad, brother, and uncle Henry. In addition, I saw a number of people trompling through the jungle. It's a adventure trek with fresh mountain + forest air.

So this is the mountain + forest ? XD

It has various trails as what I could see on the ground and trees, and jungle path that has been laid down over the years. In my opinion, a good way to enjoy jungle trekking is to employ a jungle guide who will guide you on the journey. But this time, we used a long stick to help us all along our journey.

This is my brother. =)

Those jungle trails range from easy going with some pave roads for easy traversing to the very challenging and requires a strong stamina person to trudge the ups and downs of reaching your mountain summit.

Ha,seriously I felt physically tired after one and a half hour, because it really requires physically fit person to trudge the Ups. Moreover, most of the jungle paths were unflatten, moist and slipping. Unfortunately, I did not bring along my bottle during the jungle trek so I was forced to drink several mouthfuls of water from the WATERFALL. O.O

Jungle trekking can be dangerous where jungle trekkers gotten themselves lost in the jungle. We lost ourselves in the half way of jungle trekking but luckily we got the right direction at last. If not, we were supposed to stay overnight in the jungle. O.O

I saw many rubber trees there. And the rubber latex is extracted from the rubber tree, and it collects in a bowl-liked container. =D

After 7pm, we went back to his house and had a dinner.

P/S: Pardon my silly capturing skill because I was fully focus on the jungle trekking that time. Have a nice day. =D

Don't worry about what others think

2011-04-27T22:24:00.003+08:00

Let's realize...

Spending time worrying about what others people think of you is certainty not uncommon. Everyone does it. But there are some things to keep in mind.

First of all we must know that it is impossible to know what another person thinking. What other people think of you changes from moment to moment. Say, for instance, a friend tells you that someone said something bad about you. Of course,you feel hurt and you begin wondering all kinds of things. But it is important to remember that this person could have been in bad mood when she said what she said and what she did. Or she could have been trying to impress someone else. Or it is possible that something you did unintentionally hurt her feeling, and she is just reacting to that. We never really know what another person thinks simply by being told something he or she said.

You can't control what another person thinks about you. It might be really important to you that a particular person thinks highly for you. You might have even try extra hard to get him or her to like you. But in the end, people are going to think what they think,and it is usually something you can't do anything about.

When you're truly feeling good about yourself, you worry much less about what others think of you.

This is the most important thing to remember.

Your time is much better spent working on what you think about yourself rather than trying to shape someone else's impression of you. This is the only thing that you have any control over, and it is the only thing that really matters.

Picking up the pieces (Part 2)

2011-04-22T15:14:00.002+08:00

*P/S: My deep apology if this sensitive topic affects your feeling*

Silent screams and secret scars,

When I recalled that day, my hands and legs trembled with the cold, my heart was in state with fear of "B... Up", I felt tired during the day and I actually had insomnia during sleeping time.

I felt breathless,as though my heart lay bleeding.I was trying to control this feeling but failed.

"I sunk painfully deeper into my bed. Another horrible day and I felt pain inside. A voice inside my head screamed at me, "Why? Why it happened on me?"

That night I went back to my room and sank,once again,into my bed and began to cry. But this time I was crying tears of relief,not despair!"

And this repeated almost every day. Uncontrollable tears coming from both eyes!

My self-responsibility kicked in.

It was okay to ask for help. It was okay to admit I couldn't handle it all by myself.

Emotional pain. Mental break down! Heart broken!

I am slowly getting better,I have come to realize something.People have an extraordinary power to either hurt or heal themselves.

Now it is up to me to continue to choose healing.

P/P/S: I am scared to fall in love again,yet I've been burned so much... ):

Picking up the pieces

2011-04-20T00:13:00.006+08:00

I struggled for almost five months,desperately trying to be the legs on which our tottering relationship was balancing.

But,eventually,everything toppled over and all I could do was just stand staring,overcome with shock and anguish,yet too exhausted to pick up the pieces.

I could have blamed it on him,he had betrayed my trust one too many times.
Or I could have blamed it on myself. I was too desperate,disturbed,and anxious,yet too committed and overprotective!

The more I thought about it,the more I realized that our relationship was strangely similar to the game where you stack narrow blocks of wood on top of one another in rows of three.

What for those three months? Did he still remember everything that happened with me? Did he still remember what he has said? Eventually,promises and commitments are all becoming lies. Did he know,all the time,I am still believe and holding with trust! But,the word "lie" was hidden in the middle of "believe" . And, the word "rust" was brought with the alphabet of "t".

Everything was started out solid and sturdy,but as the month progressed,pieces of the whole were withdrawn until the shaky structure crumbled to the ground in a deep of hurt feelings,angry tears,and painful memories!

The day "WE" ended haunted my mind for few months. I thought I could read everything on his mind. The last day I met him, he wore an expression completely unfamiliar with me, but deep inside I knew what he was thinking actually.

I acted foolish and scratched my face again and again just trying to get back his trust on me. But,all the responses I could see that he was very harsh to me. What for true love to somebody?

Until now,there wasn't a soothing voice to subdue my pain,a deep silence of pain. What I guess was right.

In fact,in every relationship,there are always "UP" and "DOWN". Argument is actually a test on how strong our bonds are! It is easier to have a break up if one or both parties never solved the problem with alternative methods. Does everyone know about that?

Alexander Granham Bell once said, "When one door closes,other opens. But we often look so regretfully on the closed door that we don't see the one that has opened for us."

It took me few months to avert my eyes from the door that had been slammed in my face. I stood looking through the keyhole at him living his own life. A life that didn't involve me. I banged on the door,I kicked and screamed til I was dizzy and fainted,but all I could do was stand outside,looking in.

I was going to forgive myself for past mistakes and start over.

Today I would begin to live my own life no matter who decided to slam their door in my face.

Relationship are always collapsing as I have been encountered!

But the only the strong can pick up the pieces and rebuild their lives using their experiences as footholds the next time around!

Dear self,please don't keep worrying about something which is not important anymore!

P/S: I've found back myself. I got myself, my studies and career for my whole life!

This is who I am

2011-04-16T19:06:00.004+08:00

As I lay awake at night,
I think about the day that just went by,
wondering if I could have changed anything to make it better.

I think about my future,
what can I do to reach my dreams,
how to achieve them,
if I have what it takes,
and if I am on the right path in life.

I think about my past,
all the people I've met,
who I've liked and disliked,
my family and friends,
how I grew up,
and what I've accomplished.

I think what's really important to me,
my morals and values.

I think of how the world works,
and how I would changed it if I could.

I think of how I've been through,
and how I feel.

At the end of the day,
I think about who I am.

A day off

2011-04-15T00:00:00.006+08:00

14th of April 2011

The warmth of my heart,
I took the day off and went to hair salon to have a steam treatment for my hair. Don't worry,my hair isn't in bad condition but it's for protection and prevention from being damaged. =D

Many people asked me why I don't dye my hair. Actually it's because I like my natural long straight hair. =)

In addition,I fetch my mom along!

She dyed her hair reddish. =D

It's me! HAHAHA! =D

P/S: Life is awesome! (: Every tomorrow is another brand new day!

Recent updates

2011-04-13T11:00:00.007+08:00

People,I am back and I've done my trial exam! (: Ha,and I've pretty much had a shitty week,I feel nerdy and I haven't been slack the whole week! And ya,I am so mentally tired right now,I'd rather have a good sleep later! (:

Ohh-Ah,now I realize that it is already the middle of April. I can't believe how fast the time has already flown by! And yet I do permit myself to indulge in studies for a long period of time. Ah,actually I feel kind of lifeless and tired,my life may suck now,I believe that at the end there will be even more light shining through! (:

There is approximately a month for the Edexcel Exam,which will be marking a full stop for my A level soon! 27th of June 2011,I really can't wait for it. (: Hmmm,I recently planned on taking a part time job for 2 months' time,since the intake is on September 2011! Argh! It is a best choice,because I always think and worry a lot while I am FREE at home! Try to make myself BUSY,busy,and busy again!!! (:

Hmmm,actually I can make a lot of plans for July and August! Make a party? Hangover? Shopping? Traveling? Ha,I WANT CYCLING! =D

Oh yeah! (:

P/S: Live life,forgive,and forget! (:

Loading to success!

2011-03-29T00:00:00.005+08:00

Its been a while and I didn't update my blog!

I am now busying with trial exam preparation,the trial exam falls on 7th of April onwards,how time flies,there's one more month left for the Edexcel A level Examination. I have promised myself that I would do well in the exam no matter what! Oops,nope,I try my best shot actually! If not,all promises are becoming lies! =)

About my health,I've never had any illness this year.

Just briefly telling in here,
I am aiming engineering for my degree level,and this is my final decision. =) It was so unfortunate that I finally give up my first option,pharmacy. This is because of the matter of time and I couldn't meet the higher grade on this subject,I believe that I could get into it with my ability and strength if there's much more time! (: Anyway,it doesn't matter,I never felt disappointed on myself,life is too short and keep changing,please SHINE up my life. (:
I have almost done my University application,I will keep you all fully informed about my current condition soon. Keep in touch!

P/S: Blessed with luck! (:

Thanks to all my beloved friends and family

2011-03-24T00:05:00.004+08:00

My friends and family mean too much for my life. (:
Thanks to be with me every time, I love and heart you all <3. You all are the best ever! (:
Thanks for your comfort!

Friend's messages,

Chin Yee:
I am glad that you stay positive! I am looking forward to your good news.

Thanks Yee! =D

Avin:
Mun,you must know on how to put down the past,if not,your life will fill with suffers and sadness. As I say before you must live happily and focus on what you need to do. Nobody cant lives without who,think about yourself,parents and your friends,there are many people supporting you that's why you can't make them disappointed,take care my dear! (:

Thanks Avin.

Kai Ning:
Don't lose faith and soul,doesn't worth it! The past has taught you to be stronger and tougher!

Thanks my dear crabby. =)

Pay Zhi:
You deserve true happiness!

Thanks Pay Zhi!

Nicholas Wong:
If you need to cry,there's someone beside you. I believe you will never give up until the end.

Thanks Nicholas.

Yee Shan:
Cheer up!

Thanks Shan.

Joyce Tan:
I can help you! Smiiiiile :) :) Everything's gonna be alright. Nothing lasts forever, I am talking about the problems and the sadness.

Thanks Joyce.

Yee Ling:
Be strong,cheer up. (:

Thanks Yee Ling!

And much more. Sorry if I didn't mention about you!
Zoe Ee, Kiet Eie, and so on.

To my dearest parents,
Thanks for supporting me this daughter mentally and physically! I am grateful and proud to be your daughter. Perhaps some times I would let you all disappointed, but I am doing my best all the time! Time has grown me up! <3

P/S: Live my happy life again. (:

Lullaby of your friend

2011-03-18T13:32:00.005+08:00

When she's crying on your shoulder,
and you don't know what to say.

Just whisper softy in her ear,
that everything will be okay.

When she says her heart is broken,
and her soul feels so alone.

Just tell her that you love her,
just tell her on the phone.

When you hear her breath so gently,
and see tears fall from her eyes,
tell her everybody cries.

And soon she will look up at you,
and maybe start to smile,
and thank you just for being there.

Through all the painful a while.
And you will look down in her golden eyes,
and know just what to say:
That on you she can depend,
and everything will be okay.

(;

Refreshed

2011-03-11T12:50:00.004+08:00

I did not do anything by last night,I was just blurred my mind!
I've been settled by SILENCE, I listened to all kinds of music, I chilled myself, I cheered myself up in whatever way, I dimmed the light and closed my eyes and slept!

Now,I have broke the silence!

Ah,on the previous post,I've told myself that FAILURE is not the end of the world,isn't? Ya,my emotion was out of the control when I got my results by yesterday,there were only some papers I did not do well,and not all of them! I released the anger on myself rather to other people. I told myself once again that no matter how depressed I am,the results won't be changed into grade A. Ha,logic thinking!

Today,I have seen most of my classmates are in silence! I wonder if they're upset just because of the stupid results? Hopefully they would be alright and get refreshed,and strike for the coming exam again. Blessed of luck and healthy to them!

Now,there is only one way to go and try by RETAKING the papers,and I will not give up on the last semester!

Thanks to Maths,you have gave me a grade A in AS level. =)

I officially stop every activity that I often do from now onwards!

Dear my blog reader,
I will update my blog once on April,May,and June!

P/S: Good luck everybody! =)

Results Day

2011-03-10T20:01:00.004+08:00

I have got my results today!

Stupid,I feel like wanna split the results paper into 2 pieces!

Screwed!

It is totally screwed! What's wrong with me? I had put 200% effort on them! You had wasted my effort! My world is gonna end soon!

That is the saddest moment with craziest results!

I am mad and crazy now! No one could help me!

Don't touch me! I need some time to be ALONE!

I am gonna retake the exam again,

and I am not gonna give up too!!!

P/S: Get well soon!!!!!!!

伪装得好

2011-03-09T20:44:00.004+08:00

人生，不是应该要快快了乐地度过吗？
人生必有挫折，失败，成功，烦恼，和痛苦。

我还以为自己长大了，直到今天，我才发现，
我比以前更懂事了。
有些事情，慢慢地，我就会明白。

因为爱过，所以慈悲。
因为懂得，才会为爱的人付出，而不求回报。

最痛苦的不是你不再爱我，而是你离我而去。
你的冷漠，你的忽略，你的残忍，
狠狠地粉碎我的心。

这种痛苦，忍过了，疼久了，也成习惯了。

我还以为可以忘掉一切，
我还以为可以振作起来，
我还以为可以看开一点，
我还以为可以重新来过，
但流下来的眼泪，
却骗不到自己。

我，伪装得很好。

The end of qualifying exam

2011-03-08T13:16:00.003+08:00

Again,I had a big sigh of relief! Qualifying exam is over! Although it was only two days but I did not know why,I am not nervous anymore,but there is some amount of stress leading up to my mind and body! Perhaps I get used to exam! Exam is a nothing for me but earlier preparation is essential. *Oops,I am not* =D. Do you know about the exam system of my college? It starts from QUALIFYING EXAM (first stage) > A LEVEL ASSESSMENT EXAM(second stage) > EDEXCEL A LEVEL EXAMINATION （International stage) per semester.

Stress? Ya,definitely! The assessment exam is getting closer and closer to me,because it falls on next month! >(
Urgh,I start to hate exam,I guess most of you have the same thought with me! =D

First week of March is gone,what's on my mind? Well,I have no sense on how quick the time is trickling,but the current time and date tell me that it's time to work hard for the last semester,and get a better results as possible as you can! Urgh,perhaps I have set a high target for myself,I believe that no one could give me pressure but only myself! I always ask myself,obtain a grade A or not,is it important? No,you won't die if you fail to obtain a grade A,and failure isn't the end of the world,instead it gives you a motivation to strive for excellent once again! Ah,both success and failure are important in our live! =D Whatever,stay on a relaxed pace when dealing with certain challenges!

Again,blessed with luck to myself!

Let it go? I ask myself again! How much have I let it go? Let go of the past,it was past,let your sadness go,let your pains go,let the person goes,let everything go,but don't let myself go,don't get lost of myself,I am the one who responsible for my future! =D Oh,it seems something was weighing on my mind,something was strongly stuck on my nerves,ARRGGHH...What to do if someone you love doesn't cherish you? =) sad right?

P/S: Life is short as a candle!

Practice kindness

2011-03-04T15:20:00.006+08:00

I am sorry,I am extremely sorry. I am feeling much better after released my anger on myself and into my blog last night. Dear self,I am sorry. Dear happy blog,I am sorry too. ):

In here,I would like to share with you all about something I've realized not long ago.

Nothing gets you out of a "poor me" mood faster than doing something kind for someone else. Whether you perform a community service or just smile at someone who looks like they need a smile -- when you give to others,you will feel better.

It is easy to focus your attention on wanting to be loved. Instead,try to recognise that when you give your love away,you also experience a wonderful feeling. I am sure you can recall a time when you felt good after helping someone else.

An important part of life is learning how to give and receive love. Some of us feel more comfortable giving,while others are more comfortable receiving. For me,I'd prefer both! But in order to experience love completely,we must learn to embrace both sides. It can be uncomfortable to be on the receiving end of kindness. You may feel indebted,or pressured to reciprocate right away,or just plain embarrassed. But you should let others do nice thing for you and allow yourself to feel grateful. Kindness goes both way,it is important to be kind to others and to let others be kind to you.

As girls,we are often taught to be nice,think of others,and not be selfish. Although these are good qualities,you also need to allow yourself to be upset,sad,or angry. It is okay to feel down. It's okay to yell,argue,and cry. Be careful not to fall into the pattern of only wanting to be nice never expressing your feelings when you have been let down or mistreated. Having self-respect means you acknowledge all of your emotions.

The next time you have been feeling down and are ready to feel better,try doing something for someone else and see how fast your mood changes. Tell your parents how grateful you are for all they do. Tell your best friend how important she/he is to you. Reach out to someone at school or college who looks like he or she could use a friend. Practicing kindness will make you feel happier. In giving to others,you give to yourself as well.

P/S: Respect yourself! (:

Just because of

2011-03-03T22:10:00.005+08:00

Today I have read something that I am not supposed to read !

Problem arises! Cruel! Harsh!

I am really angry, disappointed, and depressed. Who can understand my feeling now?

No one. It is extremely HURT!

Two words to describe this person -- Irresponsible and Inhumanism !

Perhaps,it is time to wrap up myself. I don't want to care about it anymore!

No more!

Please. ): No more!

Give up!

P/S: Humans become old,but they never become good. =/

The recent of my life

2011-03-01T19:09:00.004+08:00

It's today and believe it or not,its March! There are 10 months left for 2011 !

To my happy blog,from now onwards,you will be filled with my happiness, sadness, successes ,failures, and challenges moments.

Since I graduated high school,I found that my life isn't always smooth and fine. Perhaps I think so much again? Unlike last time,school life was slightly tough for me. In the present,it is extremely tough,so is that a REAL HUMAN LIFE? Without my expectation,there will be some frustrations and depressions all around my life. Some unsolved problems and cases could make my life unbalanced,but they seem able to digest and mature my thoughts. It most definitely changed my mind,I will become more mature! (:

I am here to advice myself that "It's time to accept the Goods and the Bads",girl.

As usual,I woke up with morning mood and drove off to my college,today I put "2000 bucks" into my pocket,at the same time I bewared of any snatch thief when I was heading to college. Phew,at last I have paid for the June 2011 examination fees. It is the last examination for my A levels. Hopefully I could make it better! (:
Confidence -80%

I recently busy with a tonne of assignments and revision. Qualifying exam is coming soon by next week,I really feel exhaust to catch up assignments and revision at the same time! I yearn for a relaxed pace but....screwed up! Time is short! I am still worry if I have high blood pressure. "I am still alive,don't worry man" =.=
When I think about Maths now,I'd have a phobia for it. >.> It seems 1 week 1 chapter,I feel tired to catch up! Biology,Chemistry,and physic,three more burdens man! LOL. Now I can taste the "A2 level" life,last for only 3 months. =D Don't think so much,do my best,and everything will be okay!

About studying at oversea,I think I will let it be! I asked myself again and again,I actually love Australia and I wish it would be my study place,it is best and learn to be independent. But when come to my health and safety,I think I must have to protect myself from any situation..(: I miss the chance to study at there,but I can have a visit to there next time! (: So,stay at KL is my final answer,hmmmm? Not bad!

I miss him again,its been almost 3 months we are seperated. When comes to his silence to me, I will stun, I will scratch my head deeply, I actually understand and know everything! I love and care about him. I have no regret. And I am learning to be SECURE,and step forward. What to do? (:

P/S: second LIFE...

MCKL Orientation Ball Night 2011

2011-02-26T02:08:00.013+08:00

On 25th of February,
It had really being a memorable night by yesterday,and I feel difficult to forget. (: It was my second time attending to the college Ball Night,and it would be my last time for attending the college Ball Night,because I will graduate soon. (: Last year's Ball Night was a very grand occasion and awesome,but this time was special,the ball room was impressive and charmed! I like the decoration! =D

Ha,firstly I went to college to pick my friend! It was so unfortunate that I had missed 1 hour of performance. When I was heading to Hotel Intercontinential,I got stuck on the road with my friend for about 3 hours. =_= It is common that there will be a car congestion in KL area for every weekday! I was stunned in the car from 6pm to 9pm! Haha!

Oh,I passed by KLCC. (:

Finally,my friend and I reached the hotel at 9pm,we were informed that our college's ball room was on 1st floor. We were arranged to sit at a table with the number of 1,along with our classmates.

There was just one word to describe the performances--PERFECT! I preferred the singing part. The decoration of the stage was simple but nice! =D

Hmmmm,the foods and beverages were nice and edible,some kinds of foods tasted delicious especially the lemon chicken and spaghetti. (:

For the desserts,not bad,I like the chocolate cake ...xD

After meal,we had a camwhore picture session,but most of the photos are in my friends' camera..xD

Before the end of the ball,we had a dance on the dance floor.

Oh,the dance floor =D

Yeah,that's me .. =)

We had a great night. <3

P/S: Let's come back to assignments and exam preparation. =D

Growing I

2011-02-20T16:36:00.007+08:00

Lim Kah Mun,so far I have known you for a long time,a very long time!

Age 1 - 3
You were first landed in Kuala Lumpur on 13th of October 1992. You was named Lim Kah Mun. Your Chinese name was a common one. =P You were cute! You had broke a right arm's bone at age 3 while jumped off from a cupboard =.= ,fortunately it healed.

Age 4 - 6
You had a precious moments in kindergarten. You were a cheerful and active girl. You were cute. You had a small ponytail. You had got a lot of trophies in sports and studies. You were a small nerd. You were hardworking enough in managing your studies. You got a good results,especially in Maths. You were able to do primary school level of Maths in that age. You were strong enough in everything!

Age 7 - 12
SJK (C) Confucian was amazing for her! =D
You joined dance club,drawing club,and singing club at primary school. You loved to dance in aged 7-9. You had learned and you were successfully in putting your head on your knees with your legs straight! You had performed a dance during sports day! You had a nice drawing and your products had posted on the school board. (: You loved to play hide-and-seek with friends,and chased all around with them in the field. You had a high-tech education,where the teaching method was showed on TV and the teacher was in front of the PC and explaining the lessons =P. You loved Science and Maths. Your memorable experiment was RAINBOW experiment with a triangular prism. =D. You loved to play Mimosa Pudica (Sensitive plant) at the field. You had so much fun,and went through all sad moments. You had a first period at age 11. You had a tonne of homework and you had been stayed until morning just for completing all the homework. LOL.

Age 13 - 17
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P/S: More coming next =P

Dear self

2011-02-18T23:34:00.003+08:00

This is a long overdue letter,and for that I am sorry. In fact, a lot of what I want to say in this letter is about apologizing. I never made a conscious choice to hurt you. And yet I have in so many different ways. Strangely enough,my motivation for doing most of the abusive I did to you was about trying to make me and us feel better.

I am sorry the way I have treated you,the matter went badly until you feel tired and numbness. Your heart is broken. Your mind has messed up. Your health is very bad. I am sorry for the things I have said and for the complete lack of faith I have had in you at times. I apologize for not regarding you in the way you deserve,and most of all for not placing your needs above all others. I have looked everywhere but to you the love I need. I have done things and acted in ways that are shameful.

I know you know that our journey will be a LONG one,our dream,our target,our desire,and it will be far from easy. I am afraid that I will fail again,and there is a voice that speaks loudly warning me to not even try,that I am only asking for disappointment. But you deserve a hundred more attempts at getting it right and if that is what it takes,well then,a hundred more will be.

I know,as you do,that the journey will be filled with steps forward,followed by steps back. But that is okay. Each day I will wake up with a renewed effort and a humble prayer for the guidance I need to get back to you and to the spirit that is truly me.

I know you forgive me and I am so grateful for that. Today is a new day,and,with your love and support,I will take those small,but very important,steps forward.

Me.

The truth!

2011-02-16T18:15:00.003+08:00

From now onwards,I will not cry,I will not sad and depressed,I will not hurt myself,I will not care about it anymore,I will not.......... ):

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Promises are all becoming lies!

P/S: Broken promises!!!!!! ='(

Valentine's day

2011-02-14T20:35:00.004+08:00

Valentine's Day! Why didn't I put "Happy" Valentine's Day? By the way,Happy Valentine's Day to everyone on the earth.(:

For me,today is a normal day. As usual,I drove off to college early in the morning,today's classes are filling with Chemistry,Physics,Maths,and Biology(Lab).

I was glad that I spent 1/4 of 14th February with those classes just now, 1/4 of 14th of February with assignments and revisions, 1/4 of 14th of February with sleeping, and 1/4 of 14th of February with.....TV,radio,and online! (: Yeah,at least I won't hide myself in a corner again and start to emo! >(

To be honest,although I was pretending to be busy by today,I could feel the pain deeply inside from my heart,brain,and my whole body. I got a headache! I was stunned in class. I really have no idea,I keep thinking of him,I miss him badly! I wished to know about his condition right now,does he fine? Hmmm... Our SEPERATION's reason was still a mystery,but I know it thou...We did a major mistake,especially me! But he didn't tell me anything,and only asked to be friend. ): Yes,I respect your decision! ): I know last time I was being quite stubborn but I was not purposely,I realized this is my fault for doing so! He was fault too,he had found a lousy reason to make the seperation! And he decided to keep silent until now! I know that why he does so! ): It is a time matter,hopefully time will heal everything,forget the past and forgive our mistakes,and don't repeat again! >( About the chance? The opportunity? I pray for it ONCE AGAIN! hmmm ): I am not able to do anything to save IT right now,what should I do? =/ I'd better focus on my studies first right! Mun is praying! I hope he is doing fine too...(: Whatever,we must be stronger in this moment!

Promises are all becoming lies!

Do you agree,man? =/

Mun....Don't cry again,please! Everything will be fined! It will go smoothly!

P/S: (:

Are these signs of health problem?

2011-02-13T20:14:00.004+08:00

Sigh,I know health is very important in our life,if we are health only then we can get everything such as success,wealth,and happiness. Without health,you would die. Nope,you would completely die,your life will be taken away. You won't be able to see the world anymore. I always advice all the people with me to take care of their health,especially to my family and friends,and even my love one? Therefore,it is a basic human need comprised. =/ Do you agree,man?

I am worried....I am getting extremely worry and worry. To be honest,I will go for a blood testing and body scanning every year,but I stopped to do so since I graduated high school. Last year,I became more comfortable with my body health,I seldom got sick,I was glad when I felt so much better each and every day,it went smoothly,I got a full attendance in my college. =D

Perhaps this year is a challenge year for me,I feel like wanna straight away jump into year 2012 to see what will I be. Nevertheless,troubles keep arising from January until now. Sigh,the wound on my leg is slightly pain,when will it be cured? The broken heart,when will it be mended? The state of worry,when will it be over? The pressure,when will it be stopped? For your information,PRESSURE from studies or work wouldn't be stopped,unless you're died. After a war,another war will be coming again!

This recently,I really have no idea about what's wrong with me! I feel that my heartbeats is faster than usual,for sure my heart is pumping faster! I've been checked my blood pressure at my aunt's house last year,the results was negative! =(
Now I worry if I do have high blood pressure? =(

Next,I found myself difficulty getting to sleep,so it should be known as INSOMNIA. I can't sleep well in these 2 months. Ya,I know that I think so much,think about the solutions,think about the future,think about the past,and much more..Ewwww,seriously,I want to know what kind of person I am!!! =/ You're such a weirdo! Please wake up! *SLAP MYSELF* >(

In addition,if you ask how much hair I drop per day,I'll answer you I drop so much hair every day! I know it is normal for teenagers. But the amount of hair drop seems unusual,I think I am stressed out,or lack of intake of iron,or I have an illness?...So it causes hair loss....hmmmmm What should I do? =/

Hmmmmmm......

Actually I don't dare to go for a blood test this year,I worried that I will face with a bad results from my body report..I scared I will lost concentration in my studies if I know that...But...sigh....if I do not know my body report,I am worry too...hmmm...What should I do? =/

P/S: =/

Gifts (:

2011-02-11T01:20:00.007+08:00

I just received a few Chinese New Year's presents this week. After the college reopened,yes,this is the crazy,what a hectic life I live. With assignments and friends. At least this makes me not to think so much and not to recall all the sad thoughts again,I want to let go the past,I want to be stronger,I want freedom! =D And much more :9

Its been 4 days after the college reopened,and my last semester of A level is starting now,it would not be stopped until June 2011. I wish I could do better than last time,this is the last chance,I need to be able to make myself proud before leaving the college. I like everything in my college,how time flies,and time is not waiting for me,I have to make all my days pretty well before the time is gone!

Everybody is asking me that where will I go to further my studies after A level and what will I take for my degree level? Actually,I have two options in my mind now and I am still doubting,haha...I would like to further my studies in either pharmacy or chemical engineering. =/....I feel interested in both of them,therefore I've to sacrifice one at last,and also depend on my results..Well,there will be 50% I will leave KL,and another 50% will stay in KL for my degree level. If I leave the KL,there will be 50% I will go to Australia,and another 50% I will go to Selangor! (:

Back to the main topic,about my Chinese New Year's presents,I got a big Angpao from my Maths lecturer,that's he rush the lessons in 4 days' time and perhaps he will do the same thing later in this morning,so I have a tonne of assignments for Maths..What a great present from him! Gonna catch up the works soon. Thanks man! =D *I realized that Maths could train and make my brain actively* (:

Secondly,I am now slightly addicted to alcohol,=.=..I don't know why! I thought I will hate alcoholic drinks forever! I seldom touched alcoholic drink,not even a mouthful. This Tuesday I've drank 2 glasses of red wine,it was my first time by taking a large portion of alcohol. It's really taste bitter,but NICE! =D I felt a little heat in my body,and I felt dizzy at last. Yeah,it stopped me from thinking so much again! Don't bend into the wrong way and turn out! Anyway,I feel much better,alcoholic drinks really can make me relax,lighten and ease up my mind all the day =D...<3

Next,something bad is happened again,it considers as a gift too? MAYBE. Yesterday,I slipped and fell over in my home after college. My leg did not hurt badly but bleeding badly,5cm x 1cm part of the skin is peeled off accidentally. I am so hurt and keep suffering the pain of wound! Hope I will get well soon! (:

Thanks to my friend,Ngar Mun who bought me and our friends a pack of chocolate from Dubai.

P/S: Enjoy my studies! (:

Family Day

2011-02-07T21:57:00.009+08:00

We had a great family day out by yesterday,and we had so much fun all the day! (:
I've booked 4 tickets from Golden Screen Cinema's website,so yeah,WE-my parents,brother and I went for a movie by yesterday,guess what movie we watched? It was "I love Hong Kong",oh my,I could conclude that the COMEDY movie was once again! =D I'd prefer comedy movie rather than others because it deletes tension,stress,sadness from my mind!

Can you recognise this place? Yea,it's Berjaya Time Square's main stage.

After the movie,we headed to "Koong Woh Tong",ah,I had eaten a bowl of herbal jelly a.k.a turtle jelly? =D Oh,it cooled down my whole body,thanks herbal jelly. =D
I felt relieved once again!

Soon,we went to eat sushi at Sushi King restaurant,it was the second time I ate sushi at Sushi King,haha,at last we had finished 10 plates of sushi!

Can you guess what time I captured this photo?
Answer: 7.15pm with sunset! =D Those dark clouds started to fill the blue sky and it slowly turned into dark sky!

After that,I walked to the Pavillion from Time Square and Sungai Wang with my brother,while my parents were shopping at Time Square. I passed by Bukit Bintang on the way to Pavillion,I did not know why,I recalled a lot of sad thoughts again while walking on the street...=.=...Moreover,I did not realized that I've been walking for so long with my brother. *I'd prefer to walk alone*.

We reached the Pavillion within 15 minutes. I've bought a pencil case from there!

This tiring day was great and fun! =)

P/S: Happy Chinese New Year!
P/S: College-ing is right here with ME now! =D

Chinese New Year (Day 2 & 3)

2011-02-05T16:38:00.015+08:00

I stayed at home the whole day by yesterday,I don't know why,I was stunned and overwhelmed by the feelings of guilt,depress,and anger..Ewww,I should not have this feelings during Chinese New Year..But,it was the first time that I am extremely down and depressed...IT WAS THE FIRST TIME! I pretended to be happy in front of my parents,brother,and my friends,and all people. ): When I am alone,I'll remove my mask,Ha! Ewwww,I feel sorry to release my feelings in here, ): I am sorry,my happy blog. ):

Ignore it first,today I brought my brother to KL Sentral to have lunch..=)It was his first time to be there,we walked into KL Sentral Railway Station and I brought him to a western restaurant to have lunch,there are only a few good restaurants,and most of them are fast food restaurants such as Mc Donald, KFC, Burger King, Subway, Secret Recipe, Chicken Rice Shop and much more. (: Sometimes my friends and I used to have lunch together at there,the duration of travel(walk) from college is about 10 minutes..=D

KL Sentral Railway Station

Oops,I show up my brother ! Hooray =D

We were eating in Cafe Panettone with "Art of Bread restaurant has just renovated". =D

It is a small cafe which has been serving breakfast,lunch,and dinner. The foods are good as normal. It serves Malaysian foods,spaghetti,grilled foods,breakfast foods,fried foods,salad,beverages and others..Moreover,the prices are reasonable! =)
I will definitely back to that restaurant again! =D

A bowl of salad. (:

A bowl of mushroom soup with garlic breads. (:

A plate of spicy chillies tuna spaghetti,Haha! I love it!

After lunch,I've captured some truly memorable pictures with those buildings at KL Sentral! Erm! After I graduate A levels,I will seldom to be there anymore. =')....

Hmmm...I have forgotten what they are! CIMB headquarter or Plaza Sentral? Haha!

It is Lot I: Hilton KL and Le Meridien Hotels

Lot J:Sooka Sentral

It's MIDA Tower & Headquarter

And much more...=)

P/S: Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Holidays..=)

Chinese New Year (Day 1)

2011-02-03T20:11:00.009+08:00

Year of the Rabbit Chinese New Year begins today,(: I am here wishing everyone a happy Chinese New Year and happy holidays (:,may this year brings you lots of joys,good health and wealth,successes,happiness,and prosperity with abundance..(:

Yeah,I countdown to the Lunar New Year with my family at home,I helped out my mother to fill up those red envelopes with money..(: while on-lining and listened to music!
Unfortunately,I crashed and hit my knee to the corner of my bed,): my knee is swollen and bruised,OUCH!..I hate my carelessness attitude,and it recalls me that I carelessly did mistakes in exams?And also carelessly broke someone's heart?? =O Hmmmm,let it be,come back to the main title,so I slept at 5am,OMG? Haha,I was busy with those stuff until early in the morning! COOL,one year once? Haha,Gong Xi Fa Cai (:

I woke up at 10.30am this morning,and I roamed around my house for a while,errr what's wrong with me?(I should clean up myself first,haha)

Before I left my house,

I took a bowl of lotus seeds sweet soup,as a symbol of welcoming the Chinese New Year (: Wow,the sweet soup is filled with lots ingredients such as dried Longan,white fungus,and lotus seeds..(: Haha,we used to serve as dessert at the beginning of meal for every Chinese New Year. (:

My family and I headed to a vegetarian restaurant at Taman Connaught,we had a vegetarian meal for our lunch. (:

Shark fins but it made up of mushroom,"dong fen",and wheat meat. (:

and other dishes. (:

After that,I visited relatives' houses on my mother's side,my mother has many siblings so we may be very busy! LOL!
Today I've paid a visit to 3 uncles' houses...(: I met my aunts and cousins,they served us with foods and beverages. (: Chit-chatting,laughed,and watched TV! (:

If you ask me that how many angpau I get today?
I will tell you,nah,that's all on the picture above,more coming by tomorrow! =D

Thanks to my cousin's souvenir,the key chain she bought from another country..=D

Waiting for tomorrow! <3

P/S: Happy Bunny New Year and Happy Holidays..(:

Chinese New Year Eve

2011-02-02T21:14:00.009+08:00

Ah,how time flies.Today was the last day of the year of Tiger in lunar calendar,so it's called Chinese New Year Eve. (: It is a day where Chinese families gather for their annual reunion dinner.
Today I woke up at 1pm,I did not bluff you guys,I sleep too much this recently since the examination is over.Haha! =D I went out to have lunch this afternoon,whoa,there was a smooth flow of traffic in KL,I imagined all the days without traffic congestion in KL,how peacefully it is. =D LOL....I took my lunch at Salak South Garden,just not far from my house..

I helped out my mother to prepare ingredients and cook for the reunion dinner,
and I felt so full after eating the reunion dinner man! =D

This fish tastes so yummy. =P

It is a common dish what! =D get it?

Fresh vegetables are fresh ingredients for the reunion dinner! =D

Ah,I love mushrooms so much. <3

Last but not least,lotus root soup. (:
Lotus roots are so nutritious and crunchy! =D
And yeah,you will frequently find candied of lotus root during Chinese New Year,as a symbol of abundance what! So,it is an important dishes for Chinese! =)

P/S: Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Holidays to everyone. (:

Clean up for the CNY

2011-02-01T22:05:00.008+08:00

Hello February 2011,I am right here to fill you with my new life,I am now on holiday and there are only 5 days left,Chinese New Year is around the corner,and it is only one day ahead.

I could feel the atmosphere in shopping malls for the past few days,and even markets..=)And yeah,paper lanterns are the Chinese Tradition and are often seen as decoration during Chinese New Year. =) Other than that,I could see other Chinese New Year crafts such as Chinese New Year fans,welcome door hanger,cardboard tube red fire crackers,red envelopes,mandarin oranges,plum blossoms and much more. (:

Seriously,I am not really in the mood for the coming Chinese New Year,I've faced with a lot of sad thoughts this recently,stressed out from examination,relationship problem,stressed out for the coming semester,and scared for the coming results.Ah,what am I talking right now?I am recalling back my sad thoughts again.You must be stronger,Mun! (:

I was free today,so I gonna clean up my room,my comfort bed,my lovely desk,and my book racks..First of all I teared out all the books and papers from the book racks,wiped my desk and book racks with a piece of cloth,and arranged all the books and papers according to subjects,one side for Biology,followings by Chemistry,Physics,and Maths..Sounds funny? xD I changed my bed sheet as well,if you ask me how often I change my bed sheet?I will tell you once per month. =D

Ah,I forgot to clean up my drawer! Will be continued by tomorrow. (:

Tonight my mother cooked a simple dinner for us,fried cabbage and eggs,and meat..

You know what!
Yesterday my family and I had a great "捞生" session..
Can you see a few pieces of salmon fish at the top of the dishes? =D I love salmon fish!

P/S:Happy holidays and Happy Chinese New Year! =) <3

An outing with college mates

2011-01-31T20:25:00.005+08:00

There was another outing again today,I reached the "The Garden" late in the morning,around half past eleven..(: I took the escalator up to fourth floor..And yeah,Red Box Karaoke here I am =D...

My friends reached it much earlier so I could just get into the karaoke room 'without permission'....xD....Oh,3 microphones with six people,we shouted,shouted,and shouted out LOUD (:.Some more,we stood up the sofa and danced,and even jumping up to the sofa,it was a good way to release all the tensions and angers from sad thoughts!
We also captured a lot of photos all the time in Redbox..the foods and beverages at there was edible...
At last,RM 107 + for the bill ! Aha!

After that,we went to Mid Valley for window shopping,next we headed to cinema for a movie (: - "Shaolin"...Ah,It was a best touching movie that I've never watched before,until my tear dropped off!
Last,we headed to Baskin Robbin stall to grab a scoop of ice-cream =P.
Oh....It was 6.30pm.
I left the place! (:

P/S: Happy holidays and Happy Chinese New Year! (;

Rainy day

2011-01-30T20:59:00.005+08:00

It has been raining non stop for almost the whole day,
I woke up at 12pm this afternoon,I've slept so long since my examination is ended,haha,and I feel completely relaxed of having one week of holidays.After holidays,I will be facing a great pressure in my studies,it is my last semester in A levels (: I really can't wait for it,haha!
I went to IMU this afternoon to get more information.Sadly,it's closed on Sunday,but I thought the website said that the operating hours will be on every weekday and weekend,LOL....It's okay,I will be back after Chinese New Year..

After that,I drove off to Leisure Mall,I've bought a COOLER MASTER for my laptop,sorry for making you "HOT and SPICY" this few months,haha,and now I am seeing you're so enjoyed with the cooler! Chill! (:

It costs RM 68 !

Next,I headed to the optical shop at The Mines,and I would like to get myself a pair of contact lenses....
Wow,today was my first time of wearing contact lenses,it can actually be a rewarding experience (: I can't believe that I am able to wear it without feeling pain and discomfort..When I initially start wearing contact lenses,I did feel uncomfortable in any way but the eye specialist taught me patiently on how to wear it and how to take it off! =D
Finally I got one pair of contact lenses for FREE TRIAL,one month duration,and I will get used to it as soon as possible (:

P/S: Happy holidays and Happy Chinese New Year! (:

Fringe cut?

2011-01-29T22:41:00.009+08:00

A cloudy day,cloudy mood.
I seem acquired a cloud above my head that is affecting my mood,I ate my lunch slowly beside my mom at living room,in front of the television,we watched Hong Kong drama..
After lunch,I drove off to hair salon to have a hair cut..

I'm just had a fringe cut,I did not want to shorten the length of my hair,haha,
how weird am I,I like my long straight hair =P....

Yeah,I have a short fringe now,keep it long again...(:

At night,I went to my uncle's house for a party night,we had a wonderful catering party,BBQ,karaoke,and chit-chatting as well..
Haha,I can't believe that some of my relatives didn't even recognise me,I wonder have I changed so much every year,haha,I am now a young lady (:.....

I've grabbed some mihun,curry chicken,fish ball,vegetables,and braccoli...(:

my dearest cousin....hoooooo (:

BBQ side

P/S: I am on vacation until 7th of February(New semester) (:
P/P/S: Happy holidays and Happy Chinese New Year 2011..

An outing with Xue Li

2011-01-28T20:44:00.017+08:00

Today is a brand new day,yesterday is done,I've just finished the exam this month,tomorrow is not promised to us,cope with it and move forward..(:
I woke up around ten this morning,I went into the bathroom and cleaned up myself,and get myself prepared for the outing..<3

An old smell,an old place with an old friend,
I took a train from Salak South to Hang Tuah LRT station.
When I passed by Chan Sow Lin LRT station,I recalled back a sad thought,followed by my high school before Pudu LRT station,I miss my high school so badly,I don't know how to explain that but whenever I think about my high school I'll recall back good and bad memories...Haha,but not very bad! =P.....
I reached the Hang Tuah,I chose to walk to Time Square instead of taking monorel,
I took my time to WALK ALONE SLOWLY along the corridor of Pudu Jail,I started to think a lot of stuff while walking,sad thoughts more than happy thoughts this recently,I am stunned and speechless,and hmmmm....forget about it,I reached the Time Square (:

My dear sister hadn't arrived yet so I'd just roaming all around,I've bought a shirt wow it's red and white in color! And my favourite Reader Digest magazine =D...errr.....she is arrived (:
We had lunch in Shabu-Shabu Steamboat restaurant (:

Booooo.....Her yummy face =D

My hot pot...=P

And we chatted a lot more about our college life and stuff,how different living situation,studies,networking,and much more. (:
Emmmm,I am glad to know that she is fine (:

After that,we hunted for new clothes,
hmmmmm.......Aha,you know what!We started to shop from 6th floor down to ground floor,such a great idea....(:
Almost all the shops there we'd been going into,one by one,ewwww.....xD
She hunted two pieces of clothes...wooohooooo xD

How about this? It looks nice but I did not buy it at last..LOL
*But I've grabbed for another piece of dress* =P

What a holly shit,there's NO TRY in most of the shops,HAHA,we've to decide carefully before buying!
Ermmm I've bought some make-up stuff just in case of event invitations...(:

Do you believe in "yuen fen"?
Yea I am! =D I met Hui Chee at Time Square,my another old friend (:
she reached to KL last night,from Kampar. (:
Long time didn't see her,and she has not much change...Haha (: <3

It was 6pm sharp,and we went to have tea time! <3
Haha,how time flies again,6 hours grace period gone,and how energized we are,
6 hours with non-stop walking >.<.....
and we stopped at "Taste of Asia" food court!Where's located at?
LG floor....Its a new shop. (:

Wow,good mirror with good reflection =P

Sushi

Our dessert =P A piece of wafer with chocolate and peanut!
*regret not to eat it?* :9 ......

We left the place at 6.45pm,what a tiring day,but indeed a super happy day =D

P/S: Happy Holidays and Happy Chinese New Year 2011

Bye,my 2nd Exdecel Examination

2011-01-27T22:12:00.009+08:00

How time flies,the first month of 2011 is soon heading to the end...
Today was the last day of my 2nd semester of A levels Examination...
The last one....dropped by Physics 4. (:
I felt so relieved once I've just finished writing the LAST WORD in Physics Unit 4 paper. (:
"Okay,you may stop writing,and close the booklet" the examiner said (:
Yeah,I coped with it well,10 objective questions,and 8 structure questions,hopefully I can get an "A"..haha! Nope,B? or C? No No...=P.....
The last paper was ended at 8pm today..Yeah,I am sigh of relief..hoooo......
I can hear my friends shouting loudly while walking out from the exam hall =D...
Oh my,I feel like shouting too...xD....BOOM BANG!
I stepped out from the college and met my daddy (:
and he fetched me to have "Bak Kut Teh" dinner,along with my mother and brother,and their friends too (:

Haha! We cleaned all the foods and I still captured it =P

And specially thanks for their CNY's present (:

Hmmmmm,I can't wait for tomorrow,
I am gonna shopping with my dearest friend,gonna hunt for new clothes...Shhhhhh....(:
Ermmmm......
Oh,there's one more week left for Chinese New Year,
Hmmmmm.....and college reopen,full time study again,exam,graduate,and enroll to a new environment again...(:
Honestly,I have no CNY mood at all ):,perhaps I am stressed out,I think a lot,I worry a lot,and some more?
LOL...Cheer up Mun...(:

P/S: No pain,no gain (:
P/S: Happy holidays and Happy Chinese New Year 2011 (:

The followings

2011-01-20T23:09:00.005+08:00

Edexcel A levels Examination January 2011 is going on for about two weeks,overall I had finished 8 papers and there are 3 more to go,all tough papers are coming next week,which are Biology 4,Chemistry 4,and Physics 4 =)
I really can't wait for the day to come(27th of January 2011),I will finish the exam very soon =)

After exam,firstly I will hang out with one of my closest friend from my high school,Xue Li,on 28th of January...We planned to go for movie and have a lunch,and grab some new clothes for Chinese New Year. =) I wanna hunt for a piece of skirt and dress =D
I have a short sleeve blouse....so erm...I will look for a cotton blouse,perhaps I would feel comfortable all over my upper part of body by wearing it =)

On 29th of January,there will be a night party at my youngest uncle's house,they would offer catering for us =) With all my relatives,I feel the warmth of happiness from them =)
and also,that day I will go to shopping with my mother,hmmm,I think I should park my car at Lrt Station and take Lrt and Monorel to there? I never satisfied with the parking fees at Time Square,haha!

On 30th of January,I will go for a hair cut,my hair is too long,but never mind,perhaps I would change a new hairstyle,make it wavy on my ponytail...=) and I am gonna get myself a contact lenses,instead of eye-glasses again...FINALLY I TAKE OFF MY SPECTACLES ! =) As my friends and relatives commented that I would be nicer without a SPEC ! YES,I can't wait for it =)

On 31th of January,Yeah,I am gonna have a HANG OUT with my college friends =)
We 1,2,3,4,5,6......one gang...planned to have a karaoke at RedBox Midvalley,yeah it is a best choice ever,after a long term exam,we should get a wild shout...shout...and shout to relieve our stress,sigh of relief man! =D and thus,karaoke is one of the best choice!

The following days...1st and 2nd of February....hmmm I am gonna prepare for Chinese New Year，buy some new stuffs,clean my desk and room,and decorate my house =)

At the same time,I will gonna have some revisions and prepare and strike for the LAST SEMESTER of A levels =) Blessed with luck! and getting a better results =)
Mun,all the best =)

P/S: Gong Xi Fa Cai....
P/P/S: Live as if you'll die tomorrow =)

Exam is around the corner

2011-01-03T20:02:00.004+08:00

Seriously,I am not ready for the stupid exam,and I will be sitting for 11 papers. REPEAT,THERE ARE ELEVEN PAPERS!
So? I am reading and not studying? Perhaps! Most of the time I flip through the book,WOW,page by page.
REPEAT,PAGE BY PAGE.
Well,I am partially memorizing those Biology facts.
REPEAT,PARTIALLY MEMORIZING,not fully man! xD
Go into and get out from my mind,=_=
It is importantly to UNDERSTAND!
REPEAT,UNDERSTAND =D

I feel like re-reading!
Stop it,Mun,You are using your "old" method,
wake up please,don't go into the death road! xD
Well,my road is filled with zombie,carnage,and chaos,=O and I can see it now!
No.....

Nah.....I got an idea,

I WILL BRING MY CONFIDENCE,WILL,POWER,and BRAVE and step into the exam hall!
WOW,what the useful WEAPON =P

P/S: I AM WAITING FOR IT =)

The New Year 2011

2011-01-02T21:03:00.007+08:00

A new day,new hope,and new life!
I don't know what will happen to me in 2011,I predict it will be more challenging compared to last year,I will soon graduate A level on June this year,and step to University life.
Yeah,there's half year to go for my Pre-U life (Damn,sounds like A level is so tough,haha,yea by the way)

Talking about my University life soon,most probably I will enroll myself to International Medical University (IMU) and doing degree level in Pharmacy which will be taken 4 years! I could sense that a huge responsibility is required for me to study this course,my new challenge is around the corner! =)
Erm,what attracts me to study Pharmacy? Well,because I am caring and having a passionate interest in "medicine" =D and hopefully I could help out in caring patients' drug related needs following medical diagnosis! Currently hospital pharmacist and community pharmacist are my best choices! No,I should choose one! HAHA

Talking about my current state,well I am fine and stronger than SPM year,how to say its like a magic! I often absent myself to school last time just because of slightly sick,flu,and period pains,haha,and always become a costumer to clinic and hospital,had a full medicine meal WOW I can't describe the condition last time but my body was so fragile! Perhaps I was dealing with too many kinds of drugs in 2008 and 2009 so I become interested in MEDICINE? haha what a joke!
My health report in 2010,I never absent to college so yea my body health is well improved =) I took care of my body well,had a balanced meal,but seriously lack of exercise due to burden of studies =( should work out on this from now onwards!
About period pains,well I took care of it and I am glad that I have a healthy period from now on =D
About my nose sensitive,hmmm well nothing to say about it,but I need to take care of the hygiene of surroundings,clean up my room and desk,and make sure that they are DUST free?haha....if not,my nose will out of control =O.....

Well,about my current academic performance,its like a bullshit haha joking,I've to work harder and harder in order to MEET THE ENTRY REQUIREMENT only,
seriously I put a lot of efforts onto my studies and suffer a headache now! >0<....
Shit la,I should not put too much pressure to myself but what to do?
haha,chasing a dream is harder than take care of my body health =_=....
Strive for excellent and blessed with luck to myself!!!

For my friends and family,I am relieved because they live a happy life and in state of safe and healthy but they are extremely busy on their stuffs such as working and studying!
I hope they are always doing well and fine..
This is called....HUMAN LIFE! =_=....

Mun,what are you typing now?
Don't sad,please CHEER!
Your bright future is on your hands!
LET'S MAKE IT COME TRUE!!!!! =)

P/S: BLESSED WITH LUCK,HAPPINESS,AND SUCCESS in 2011

The description of impressions before 2011

2010-12-30T19:25:00.005+08:00

"The bad new is time flies,the good news is you're the pilot"..Well,we have to wave our hands and say goodbye to year 2010,just one more day left...Currently I am pushing myself hard for the preparation of Edexcel A levels Examination on January soon! Anyway,all the best to myself and all of my friends who will be sitting for the examination....Success through qualification =).......

Well,throughout the year 2010,I have encountered a lot of challenges,successes,failures,the moments of happiness and sadness,easy and difficult situations,and suffering periods...

Start of with January 2010-June 2010,
I had finished SPM on 2009 and planned to apply for A levels course which will be taken one and a half year,since I will be working in medical field for my future..I had went through several colleges and universities but finally ended up with METHODIST COLLEGE KUALA LUMPUR( I was recommended and suggested by my friend )
Wow,my first impression for that college were simple and rough but it underwent renovation progress that time,haha,and now my college looks much better compared to last time....renewed! =D.....
I have registered four subjects for A levels..Mathematics,Biology,Chemistry,and Physics...and I found it harder and tougher than SPM level,wow what the challenges man!...chill!!!!
I took part in college events such as orientation camp,orientation Ball Night,Treasure Hunt,and much more,and I become the member of Pre-U society,Pre-medical society and Editorial Board of reporting department....
Moreover,I get to know a sum of friends from my college...They are Joyce Tan,Zoe Eee,Yee Shan,Ngar Mun,Kiet Eie,Yu Jin,Kim,Yong Yi,and much more and I feel lazy to list out here hehe....We had fun times together,eat,laugh,and play all around =D...They are my best mates ever,Thank you and I love you guys =)......
I have a packed schedule,6 hours and more for the lectures every weekday =)...A tonne of assignments and burden of studies and exams
and it turns me out to be more responsibility,patience,respect,smart,and so on....
=)
Well,my results still maintained a moderate level,and hopefully to be better by next time =)....

July 2010-December 2010
As usual,I drove to college for classes..Study and focus on exam....and I have taken part in BBQ Night on July in college and Intercohort Games on August....
I had so much fun in college and I feel proud to be a student there =)....

Now focus on the important point,I've encountered with a guy,Lee Seng Tai,we were in love with each other..The first day we were in the relationship was on "5th of September 2010"...=')...This guy...He has a big dream...I love his smiley face,I love his voice,I love his PERSON and his HEART!
I feel fortune to have him in my life actually,and I appreciate his caring and love for me,and I slowly fall in love deeply to him,and I take this relationship seriously,and I've no regret =')...Unfortunately,after 3 months sharp,is it god fooling with us? Is it my fault? Or is it his fault? Or is it not our fault??????
Maybe it is my fault,caused by me >.<.....
Maybe I asked something that trigger his sensitivity,and I apologized sincerely to him,I was forgiven but the case went badly until he wanted for the break-up ! ='(....>.<....Until now,I still don't know what is the main problem!!!!
Anyway,miracle does happen,let's time calm us down,and rebuild the fate again?
Let's nature takes its course!

Good luck to my A levels Exam soon!

P/S: Happy New Year!

Where am I ?

2010-12-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

It's been a few weeks and I did not update my blog,Ummmm.....
What should I tell here,something was weighing on my mind for so long,and I have so many things on my mind,I can feel the trouble coming up,awaken to new challenges,tremendously exciting?PROBABLY NO!and I can see the bad things arising!

Let's make it clearly,I am now facing two main problems,which are studies and relationship!
Stresses from those subjects,yes of course I could manage it well without other problems arising!
At the same time I've had a quarrel with him..Until now,I don't know why,even I don't understand,it was a small matter! Can you understand? Can you gimme the answer? Why you wanted to make a wildly exaggerated responses and decision? I could understand your feeling,but could you understand my feeling? D'=....Right,I have a very tolerant towards our relationship,but the pain was almost more than I could bear,I couldn't bear the thought of losing YOU,do you know my endurance has THE LIMITATION too?My brain will explode sooner or later..You're still CONSIDERING while I am waiting your answer for so long with greatest pressure on my mind and greater heartbeats per minute!!!!Can you think wisely throughout this problem? I've so many questions to ask you,but I don't dare to ask as if I trigger your sensitivity again?
How will you know I am hurt,if you cannot see my PAIN?
Well,it is the truth again that I love you very much,if not,I wouldn't bear the pain until now!!...and I will not let you go =')....and I will not give up on US,and I believe on us,as you said to me before!=) CHEER!
From now onwards,I will not rush on emotion to you,please don't worry,but can I have the authority to release my anger,sadness,and stress into my blog? Please grant me some personal freedom at here,thanks!

Next month I'll be sitting for Edexcel A-levels Examination,wish me luck,
and I will try my best to score well,as much as I could.....
I will strive for excellent in the present time,as I am still alive!

Last but not least,I would like to thank my friends who comforted and supported me when I am down and depressed,and ultra caring from my parents,without you all,I will not stand up myself again!

P/S: Dear bloggies,well,I am sorry for releasing my sadness and stress at here again!
I hope no one will read this post....

................Please don't read........................

kahmun

Merry Christmas

2010-12-18T20:57:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas to all the people in the world,
and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011
may your dreams come true...
and live peacefully =)

....kahmun...

The Critical Moment II

2010-11-28T22:59:00.004+08:00

Well,how time flies again! I've already finished two semesters in A levels course,there is only 1 semester left,honestly I really can't wait for the graduation day,ha ha!....
Oh wait,let's settle and try out my best shot in the coming Edexcel A level Examination first,it should be my second time sitting for the international exam....From my information,this exam is only held on every January/February and May/June at afternoon and night time in Malaysia,between 2pm-8pm...For my experience,most of the papers held at night time,6.30pm-8pm,It is so disappointment that I couldn't watch the sunset during exam time,but I could sense the sunset when I was doing the exam questions! =)

What should I do after finished A levels?
I still got at least 4 years for undergraduate course man!.....and I would like to move on postgraduate course if possible which might take up 2 years+.....
This is a matter of the utmost importance,I have been reconsidered this matter again and again!
There are plenty of factors that I should consider before settling on a course,my ambition,favourite subjects,career path,skills and talents,personality,preference,duration of the course,and the entry requirements!
I got a lot of preferences so that's why I am so interested in learning and eager to study all the matters and antimatters around!
Ha....and I have two pathways!
Pharmacy is my first choice,and it covers core areas of drugs,the effects and dispensing of drugs on human beings/patients....I am ready to lend my helping hands in medical field =)...
My back-up plans are medical imaging,radiotherapy,and physiotherapy....
Well,let's consider again....

P/S: moving forward,I am alright =)

The Critical Moment

2010-11-20T22:04:00.005+08:00

Well,its been one week and more I did not update my post,my trial results came as a big blow!! Even I could not believe on it too,I think of I should change my method of study as fast as possible,it is still early,there are two months left before the International Exam,come on girl!!!!!!!!You can do it!!!!!
As the taskmaster of the Zodiac says ,and Saturn commands that I've to get to work and WORK HARD,discipline and responsibility are important to this Planet,yet if we're eager to conquer the world,that's okay,too! Yes,I strongly agree with it!

NO PAIN NO GAIN,sometime I think,is this quote successes to motivate and encourage all the people to work hard before the greatest achievement is obtained? Is this quote ensures that if people tend to SACRIFICE or work hard in something,the dreams will be achieved and come true??? Well,is a NOPE for someone,for sure I am included!! I could feel the BURN from my brain,or even my soul,my brain is broke out,my muscles are ran out of energy! Because I've to accept that GOT PAIN NO GAIN is encountering me in this year,I had never encountered such resistance and difficulties before!!!I know I should be STRONGER,be stabled,and be determined to face the problem,I have confidence,I have ability,I have patience! Yes,I have everything,but I am lost in direction! ='(.....Well,with my will power,I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!
Once again,come on! =)....

Today onwards,I planned to lock up myself in my bedroom,until the exam is coming,I sat on my neat desk quietly,I looked at my bookshelf with all the recessed book,my stationery,a stack of files and papers,a sheaf of Double A papers and A4 papers,my make-up stuffs =),and my Yamaha flute,I smiled with them =)

It's time to work hard with all my energies and powers!!!!!!!

Sun,shines on ME!!!!!!!

P/S : PLEASE,GOD,GIVE ME STRENGTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am ready at all TIME!

Fever-ing

2010-11-10T17:29:00.003+08:00

I was not feeling well since yesterday,I was deeply hurt,I was sad and depressed and in a confused state of mind,hmmm...something I shouldn't tell at here,I feel bad and I will keep it inside my heart,it is my sad thought! Sorry my blogger!

Today,I absent myself to college,because I couldn't walk and stand so long this morning,I still feel slightly fever and dizzy,I had no choice and got myself laying down on my bed,and I laid there insensible until afternoon,I woke up and I was feeling much better than this morning,I drink plenty of water and taking plain foods instead of highly spiced dishes!Ya,I think I am fully recovered now,haha,I will go back to college by tomorrow...weeeee x)

P/S: take care of my body health first! =)

New laptop

2010-11-06T21:10:00.001+08:00

So yeah,I bought a new laptop by yesterday,and I am using it right now,and I found this to be a reliable brand of computer,it is Asus...I have never heard of this brand before so thanks to my dear for his recommendation <3 ,I had been searching for a laptop the whole year long but I am quite vague about the properties of every PC and hadn't compiled enough information for every laptop in the world =D

Haha,let's talk about myself,I have a paucity of knowledge about information technology so that's why I have difficulties in certain issues about PC... Oh my,it's time to raise,heighten,enhance,and increase my knowledge of that...if not,will I being exploited?LOL..
By the way,I learned a lot since yesterday on how to fix the line,cable,install the new programs and files,and much more...and I was using my brainpower to fix everything,ahhhhh,too bad all my family members couldn't help me about that,pardon them~ =D
yeah,moreover I called the Streamyx customer service to help me to check the connection error,and so on,and I was very successfully at the end!

So,I love my new mate,
I need it to do my assignments,download exam papers,and so on..haha....

P/S: I am glad ! =D

Recent Update

2010-11-04T22:57:00.004+08:00

Hmmmmm,I was feeling too lazy to do anything,lazy to move,lazy to eat,lazy to drink,lazy to read,and lazy to study,totally lazy man!
After trial exam,most of time I am having some sorts of activities for relaxation such as on-lining,listening to musics,watching TV,and day-dreaming ONLY,what's wrong with me? That's not my daily routine! Shit Mun! Where is your spirits in everything? Huh,huh,and huh! >.<
Yup,this is reconcilable with common sense!!After exam,all students will be in a cheerful frame of mind,so abnormalities of attitude is not with me,yeah yeah! =D

Today,is not a weekend,is a weekday,but is my college holiday..Unfortunately,I felt dizzy and unwell this morning,and I missed the outing with my college mates,we were planning to go to Skytrex at Shah Alam to cycle! Then I sent a text message and apologized to them,ha ha,too bad! I am waiting for next outing,check it out! =D
At afternoon,I was cleaning my desk and re-arranging my books on the book shelf,hmmm
It looks clean and tidy now...WEEEE X)

Please do not forget that there will be one more exam again on 18th of November,it's Malaysian Studies,which is the craziest subject in the world,arrrrghhh.....All the notes that given by my Malaysian Studies' lecturer called up memories of my SPM year,the lousiest subject for me was the History,previously I almost got failure on this subject,I didn't know why but I kept on working hard to this subject because I knew that it was not too late,even I took the history textbook to toilet and read it up when I was making my business??!!Furthermore,I stuck the notes onto the bathroom's wall when I was bathing??!!Oh my goodness,I have a sudden feel that I am a kind of studying frenzy person! Should I apply this attitude in my studies right now? Ha ha! For sure it is useful,but it requires plenty of energy and time! YEA!

P/S: Failure chilled the hopes? But I AM NOT =)
P/P/S: Happy Deepavali and Happy Holiday

*fireworks*
Cheersssss =D

Bye,Trial Exam ll

2010-11-02T19:56:00.006+08:00

How time flies! It is November right now,well my trial exam is now over.
Today is a good day,I enjoyed the last paper at the pleasantly cool hall,chemistry 2,I realized that I wrote a lot of words on the test paper,and hopefully all the points are correct..Besides,I wish to get a better results in this trial exam..So that I can apply for the undergraduate course by using my forecast results..However,I really screwed up on my physic tests,that's why some of my friends dropped this subject..I know my lecturers were trying to strike a high level and making the questions too hard and crazy! >.< Eventually I did some randomly shot on some of my test papers,Arrgghh....whatever,I did my best already!

Other than that,during exam week,I had dark rings around my eyes from lack of sleep,to be honest,I slept less than 5 hours continuously,earlier preparation for the exam is essential and I had set this principle in my mind long time ago,but I am still knuckled down to study just one day before the exam,I couldn't resist myself from ignoring the revision at all time,I've no choice but there are so many lessons to be studied for each subject,this is what a science student need to know--the "heavy burden of studies"! Well,Human beings tend to be forgetful in terms of memorizing and studying,not in everyone,but this is the TRUTH!

What should I do now?There is only two months left for the A levels International Exam (real exam)...Should I go for a vacation first?Or hide inside my room and study for the exam whole day long?Hmmmm,seriously I am in the real state of exam,I am really anxious,fear,worry about the exam! EXAM IS THE REAL SILENT KILLER! =O.....
=_=....Hmmm,come on,be confident,girl!!

P/S: Mun,continue to pursue your studies,be a knowledgeable girl! =D

Trial Exam II

2010-10-14T22:34:00.007+08:00

This is the real Time Table for my Trial Exam >.<

26/10/2010- Tuesday
Biology 3 (8.30am-10am) at Hall
Physics 3 (11.10am-12.30pm) at Hall
Physics 4 (1.40pm-3.15pm) at Hall

27/10/2010- Wednesday
Biology 2 (8.30am-10am) at Hall

28/10/2010- Thursday
Physic 2 (11.30am-1pm) at room 2.6
Statistic 1 (1.45pm-3.15pm) at Hall

29/10/2010- Friday
Chemistry 4 (8.20am-10am) at Hall

1/11/2010- Monday
Chemistry 3 (8.30am-9.45am) at Hall
Biology 4 (11am-12.30pm) at 2.6
Mechanics 1 (2pm-3.15pm) at Hall

2/11/2010- Tuesday
Chemistry 2 (1.45pm-3.15pm) at Hall

P/S: I will stop blogging for about 3 weeks, CIAO =)
P/P/S: Striving for excellent =)

My 18th Birthday

2010-10-13T22:57:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday,finally I'm 18,is it considers an age of consent?
It feels good being able to do anything that is so natural without the feeling of that you're doing something wrong...By the way,once I am under the care of parents,there is no FREEDOM that is OPEN to me!

Actually I haven't done anything different,such as smoking,drinking hard liquor,clubbing,gambling in casino,and so on..Ha Ha,for sure I ANTI-SMOKING first,I might not trying to smoke one day,the cigarette is too costly and it leads bad consequences to our body health!Seriously,all of them that I've listed out above,they are not such a good forms of activity =)

Today is Wednesday,13th of October 2010,which is my born-day 18 years ago!
I got up at 7.45am,and preparing to go to college,
when I look at myself in the mirror I just can't believe that I'm finally "18",yup,in the mirror I really look like a sweet 18 years old girl,perfect...HAHAHA....
I've received plenty of birthday wishes from my friends since 12am (primary school friends,secondary school friends,tuition friends,and college mates)..Thanks a lot =)..
I dressed up nicely today and drove to college, =)
When I reached to the college,I climbed to third floor for maths class,hmmm,when I stepped into the classroom,I took a seat and rested for a while,and my friends came forward to the class,they shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to me once they saw me,LOL,one of my friend just straight away gave me plenty of mini chocolates,and the whole classmates sang a Happy Birthday song to me...
WOW,I was so energetic and dynamic after that,I felt touching by their action..Even my maths lecturer also wish me a Happy Birthday..hahaha.....
Surprisingly,one of the friend of my gang,she just took out a small rectangular box and placed on my table without my knowledge,whoa...*thanks a lot* =D

In the afternoon,I was having a sweet moment with my dear,haha,he bought me a chocolate cake from Secret Recipe,then I drove him to Taman Tasik Permaisuri,this is because I miss that place dreadfully since I never pay a visit to there for about 1 and a half years =D..So wow,finally I had a chance to go there with my dear...We had a long walk at there,and we had seen a number of people were doing some forms of good exercise such as jogging,playing badminton,warm-up,and so on...
Ha,we had a long chat too,and enjoyed eating just a slice of cake,=D,
but time flied,we left that place at 6.30pm sharp,
I miss him =)

When I reached the home,I could smell dinner cooking from the kitchen,I popped to have a look,whoa,oh my goodness,my parents actually cooked a nice dinner for my birthday,they cooked my favourite dishes to serve me,haha,mushroom chicken,fish,and pumpkin soup...LOL....thanks daddy and mommy,I love you all <3 <3 <3
They bought me a Swiss Black Chocolate Cake too,LOL,
Anyway,I had a wonderful birthday this year...

P/S: A feel of fullness =D

Processing

2010-10-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

Chin up,only 20 days left,may I get good grades,may I able to make a good shot? =D
"What to shot?" I plan to shot the answer "lah" once I can't recall it back...hahahaha....Anyway,careful preparation for the exam is essential,and I never cheated in any exams,right =D!Keep it on!
My parents said: " Don't worry about the exam,just do your best"..hmmmm.....haha,they seem so understanding about "this matter"...LOL....yup,seriously,I will be upset by the failure in the exam,but I keep telling myself that failing one exam is not the end of the world,and I am looking straight ahead right now =)
and so,I keep busying with my revision and assignments these few days,nothing special,my life is full of "study",lol...

"I was shaking,trembling,and speechless with rage",
I don't why,and how am I supposed to know!
The exam is freaking "awesome"!

P/S: Don't stressed out! D;
P/P/S: All the best! =D

The first of October 2010

2010-10-01T23:07:00.005+08:00

After class today,I noticed the Examination Time Table's drafts were all pinned to the notice board (Finally,it was out,but "p/s: draft" ? ) =_=
I had viewed through the time table,and wow,
my first impulse was to take out my mobile phone and recorded the dates,times,subjects,venues.....ahhhhh......
There are too much to be recorded,some more I felt lazy to take pictures of these stupid drafts....
I just left the college.....

26/10/2010- Tuesday
Chemistry 3 (8.30am-9.45am) at Hall
Biology 4 (11am-12.30pm) at room 2.6
Mechanic 1 (2pm-3.15pm) at Hall

27/10/2010- Wednesday
Biology 2 (8.30am-10am) at Hall

28/10/2010- Thursday
Physic 2 (11.30am-1pm) at room 2.6
Statistic 1 (1.45pm-3.15pm) at Hall

29/10/2010- Friday
Chemistry 4 (8.20am-10am)

1/11/2010- Monday
Biology 3 (8.30am-10am) at Hall
Physic 3 (11.20am-12.30pm) at Hall
Physic 4 (1.40pm-3.15pm) at Hall

2/11/2010- Tuesday
Chemistry 2 (1.45pm-3.15pm) at Hall

That's all,I got 11 tests
P/S: As a reminder =D All the best,MUN =D

Just for today

2010-09-27T21:59:00.003+08:00

Just for today I will walk away from the frustration,
though I may feel hurt inside my heart,
I will ignore what is said,
and continue to move on peacefully and calm.

Just for today I will hold my head high,
and forget the past.
I can smile and make everyone else's day better,
even if behind the smile I cry.

Just for today I will set an example,
and I feel the need to hurt.
I will laugh and walk away,
people will admire me more.

Just for today I will stand tall,
I will not look at the ground,
but instead share happiness with others.
I will not compromise my morals,
instead I will offer opinion,
and accept reactions without questions.

Just for today I will say positive things,
I will treat others the way I would want to be treated,
instead of the way they treat me.
I will be confident that life is like a mirror,
if you smile at it,it smiles back,
and what goes around comes around,
so one day that smile will return to me.

Just for today I CAN...

~kahmun~

An outing

2010-09-24T22:46:00.003+08:00

Today was Friday,the last Friday of September 2010,
I love Friday,=D,you know what,this is the only day that I've 3 hours of lectures,wahaha (Don't lazy =D)
If today is Friday,the day after today will be Saturday and the following day is Sunday,WOW =D (So happy,two days OFF)
Let's talk about today,
the day cheered me by the loveliness of its sunshine and the balminess of the air!
I went to college as usual,the first period was Maths,my lecturer was continuing to the new chapter which is Correlation(Statistics),hmmmm,it's okay for me,apply the formulas and solve the questions =D
The following was Biology,this month,we start to study A2 level of biology now,all the facts are discussed in more detail compared to the previous one--AS level(Gambateh)
After class,I went to Biology Lab to observe the experiment's results that I've done by yesterday (Hmmm,the bacterias still haven't grew yet in the Petri dish,have to wait for 2 days again)
After that,I received a message from my dear Venus,yea,he is arrived! =D (Actually we planned to have an outing today--watch movie <3 )
I am so happy and went out from the college =DDDDD,got into my car and drove out from college,
I saw his cute FACE =)...I love his new cut,that makes him looks even more cheerful and younger =D....(yeah ^^v)
So I fetched him to Time Square,when we reached the TS,there is plenty of parking,so yeah,I parked my car within a minute!
(hold his hand =D)We rode the escalator up to the third floor,and we bought two movie tickets--Resident Evil: Afterlife (In premiere class)^^v,
next,before the movie is started,we headed to Gasoline to have a lunch,we had a long chat there and ate slowly,LOL,and it was shameful that I fall asleep when I was nestling against his chest xD (perhaps I was tired)OMG
We went for a movie at 2am sharp,
what the movie is about? LOL,I am so proud of the Alice(the main character),although the city is ravaged by a virus infection,her determination is strong enough to find survivors and lead them to safety..Seriously,I've learned a lot from that movie about the important of friendship,strong will,never give up,patient,beware of trapping,much more(positive points,hahaha)
After movie,we were loitering in the shopping mall,haha,from the 1st floor up to 7th floor,so yea,the whole afternoon spent with him <3
We left the TS at 5.10pm,and I sent him to LRT station,
kiss goodbye <3 <3.....
After I reached the home,I took a shower,and napping,
planned to nap 30 minutes,ended up with 1.5 hours...LOL...TOO TIRED!!!
and now,reading my biology facts..hehehaha!!!!

P/S: Hope I can cope well in my studies =)
P/P/S: We've had a lovely time,I love ya,Venus =)

Brainwash

2010-09-23T20:16:00.007+08:00

The brain,
an organ inside the head that controls everything,
movement,thought,memory,and feeling,
it is interesting.

The brain,
the ability to learn quickly,
and think about things in a logical and intelligent way,
it is interesting.

The brain,
connects to the heart,
it is amazing.

The brain,
is wider than the sky,
is deeper than the sea,
is just the weight of GOD,
it is amazing.

The Brain,
if wash it too quickly,
a colourless will be formed,
it wouldn't be interesting!

Let's wash it slowly,
let the colors shines the fun,
it is amazing.

The brain,
being educated in a fun way,
it's very interesting.

It makes interesting moment,
and creates interesting memory,
therefore,
it last forever interesting in our life.

Poet:Venus Lee Seng Tai
Editor:Lim Kah Mun

<3

Pretty tired

2010-09-22T20:37:00.003+08:00

Hmmm,I woke up at 8am sharp in the morning,(I was still very tired man,and therefore I forced myself to wake up and cleaned up myself,and got ready to college,)since I was burning midnight oil by last night to let the foods in my stomach to undergo a scientific process called DIGESTION =X.....
I was feeling a bit queer perhaps I ate too much by last night,LOL,my parents and brother made me a PIG with those foods x.X......No more,no more again,I must keep my body in a very healthy state! So yea,I am okay now! weee =D
So,I drove off to college CAREFULLY!
Unfortunately,during the first lesson(maths),I had difficulty keeping my eyes open (because I was very tired),SIGH,I couldn't bear it,I closed my eyes and tried to listen to the lesson,luckily my lecturer did not catch me napping,but I just took a nap for a while lah (5 minutes) =D...Shhhhh.....I was listening at all what! SEE!
The worst moment,the following lesson was Physics,oh my goodness I couldn't focus and concentrate the lesson at all,so?I was trying to open my eyes,close,open,close,open!!!!! (glazing)!!!!! not amazing!!!!! x.x
After that,it was break time!Since the cafeteria's foods are not appetizing at all,so my friends and I went out to have lunch..
Within 30 minutes of break,we walked to there (5 minutes),order foods(1 minute),waiting for foods (5 minutes), eat (10 minutes),walked back to college (5 minutes),got our bags & ran to 2nd floor (4 minutes)....Nice!
But definitely,we were pouring the foods into our stomach ( DIE ) x.x....
After break,it was chemistry lessons,my energy has gained back to me,because my body is a renewable energy sources,from the foods? HAHAHAHA!
So,nice!I could concentrate to the double period of chemistry,and the following,a maths lesson! =D...At last,Malaysian Studies =)

At 4.30pm,hmmmmm,its time to go back to home,
Tiredness can easily creep up on a man while he/she driving,
so I turned the volume of car's radio loud, MUSIC! =D
to ease the tiredness! =) I safety reached the home!

I did not take a nap after I reached the home,
I was rushing assignments,
and NOW

I am typing my blog! =D
TATA

I am going to have dinner with my family now,
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL =D
FULL MOON =D

P/S: Rest well & peacefully =)

Brother's 20th Birthday

2010-09-22T20:21:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my brother's 20th Birthday,yeah,wished him a Happy Birthday,
furthermore,the birthday gift was really out of sight from me,=D,I gifted him a bottle of Vitamin C which is made from Amway product,so WOW...I guaranteed that his health will be improved stage by stage? Oh my ! =D Good for him ^^v

And so,we planned to celebrate his 20th birthday at night,a happy thought struck and formed in his mind,he would like to have a celebration of his birthday at a BBQ & Steamboat restaurant,so yea,he prefers to eat grilled foods! ( o.O )
He knew there's a steamboat restaurant at Ampang,so we just went there to have a look,that restaurant's name: Korea Stone BBQ & Steamboat ( the stone made from Korea ?)HAHAHAHAHA =D.....
We went into the restaurant and had a query about the fees & payment,and foods & beverages,hmmm...its about RM 25 per person! >.<
I looked around the restaurant,I've seen quite a lot of people were eating at there,a stove and a baking sheet were placed on each table,hmmmmm...Moreover,I've seen a lot of raw foods were prepared on the side,i.e seafood,vegetables,prickled foods,eggs,noodles,and much more,even self-service catering too...
we chose a seat at the middle of the restaurant,and started to pick the raw foods..
Made a mess!!!!!
For the steamboat style,the choice of soup includes chicken soup,tom yam,and bak kut teh,but we just ordered two types of soup which were chicken soup and tom yam,I can conclude that the soup is the most terrible one!It's too salty and it tastes stronger! Oh my goodness!
Most of the time my brother were grilling the foods on the grilled sheet rather than serving the foods from the most terrible soup! HAHA!!!
I was the luckiest? or the unluckiest? My parents and brother kept feeding me with a lot of foods! o.O.....prawn,crab,frog,vege,mushroom,fish,and so on!!!!
Seriously,I prefer not to eat grilled foods & steamboat,haha,
(Drank 3 glasses of water after eating those foods)I felt not comfortable!!! zzz...
Never mind,as long as they were HAPPY =D
At last,my brother lit up the candles on the birthday cake,brew them! made a wishes!
hahahaha....
so funny!

Happy Birthday la!!!!!!!

An uneventful weekend

2010-09-18T21:10:00.004+08:00

Well,the Trial Exam is just around the corner,can you count from today to about 20th of October 2010?
Stupid college! Can 'you' hear me? I want the TIME TABLE for the Trial Exam now!!!
When will 'you' give us???!!! Grrrrr.......(Punch with my fist)
What is the actual date of Trial Exam???(Bang my head to the wall)
'You' only make the surprise announcement,and all of us were rather taken aback by the suddenness of this announcement !!!and LOL,
sorry about that,please be ready!
We will wait it,wait it,and catch up our lessons at the same time,
I couldn't bear it anymore,
I am curious! of? 'your surprises' =D
BOOM BANG!

What is my plan in this weekend?
Sorry,I am doing revision,don't disturb me!
Bye,I stop here,not in the mood to type!

P/S: Trial Exam,I would like to let you know,I am not a born loser!
Forever and Ever =D

5 Akik 09's Class Gathering

2010-09-16T20:46:00.006+08:00

Oh Yeah,I never know what to expect from one day to the next,much to my surprise that one of my former classmate(organizer of class event & assistant monitor),invited me to the class gathering one month ago,before that we planned to have this gathering on weekday,but most of us couldn't make it because of the packed schedules,so we were just waiting for the comments from other friends..
Fortunately,there was a public holiday by today,thanks to MALAYSIA...So our gathering was held on 16th of September 2010--One Malaysia Holiday =D
However,there was around 50% of them couldn't attend so I think today got 20 of us!HA HA...
Whatever,today was the best gathering we've ever put on!

I got up at 11.30am this morning,the first thing I will do when I wake up is checking my mobile phone(my habit),whoa!2 messages
1st message--from sou wei: "where are you?ps,man kay,and I now at ts"
2nd message--from kai ning: "Bear bear,I am not going to the gathering.My home will be under renovation,now I need to pack things up"..
LOL...(I was replying)...."one of our best friend could not attend!"
"Sorry you guys,I woke up late,very tired,see ya later"..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO FUNNY
I went to clean up myself,and still in the mood to ONLINE for half an hour,
LOL...after 12.25pm,I asked my dad to fetch me to Time Square,I felt lazy to drive to there....
I reached to there within 10 minutes!
Cool,enjoy the coolness of air-conditioners...LOL.....
"where are you?" I sms-ed
"In front of SJ" she replied...
Good,easy for me to find it,since I knew perfectly well the TS map....haha....
I rushed to third floor to meet them up....
"Hey hey yo yo"!!!!!! Long time no see!!!!!!!!
I started to pinch their faces and hugged them...HAHAHA!!!!! SO CUTE!!!!! TvT
So...At 1pm,we went into Gasoline to have lunch!And we met up other friends!! Oh well!!!!!!! =D
Hehe....chatting with friends is my pleasure!We spent this moment chatting up with each others,got to know about the current situations,thoughts,studies,and so on...
Quite a lot of topics to share with...But,when they all chatted about LOVE,they all pointed to ME, har? ME?....
"Yea,only you got bf now" they said....LOL!!!!!!!"How you all knew it?" I replied....
"Yea la,facebook what!" they replied......LOL!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my goodness,and so,this NEWS became the hottest topic ! =___=
HAHAHAHAHA....so I shared my foods with my best friend--Xue Li,and she also shared her foods with me! =).....nice.....

LOL....

Before I left Time Square,I bought a "Reader Digest"--my favourite magazine ^^v
Ciao <3

P/S: I am happy today,I love you guys,and I am expecting for the next gathering,see ya =D

A blazing hot day

2010-09-15T20:51:00.006+08:00

Yesterday(Tuesday),I was feeling fine,fresh and cool when I got up in the morning,perhaps there was a heavy rain during my sleeping time =)
As usual,I went to college for my lectures,hmmmm....It's been 8.5 months,and I never absent myself to college without MY permission,HAHA =D....
Well,I could be lazy,but I...I...I...am not dare? LOL....

However,the Sun soon evaporated the morning dew,oh my!
The clouds parted and the Sun shone towards the college,and the bars of sunlight slanted down from the glass windows,and it 'kissed' my face!
I looked out over the high buildings,hmmmm.....bored!
Time went by quickly,from 9am until 3.30pm,it seemed incredible that I had been sitting in the lecture room just only for a moment o.O !!??
So....I felt lazy by attending to the Pre-U meeting after 3.30pm,since there wouldn't have any important news,I just drove back to home....HOT HOT HOT!
What had happened?When I reached the home and parked my car,I took out my mobile phone from my beg,Whoa....1 missed call and 2 messages!
1 missed call(10 minutes ago)--from my friend,Zoe Ee....
2 messages(10 minutes ago)--from my friend,Zoe Ee
The messages said : "The examination briefing is today,come back,at room 2.6","They are giving out the forms(PILOT Entry Forms)".
What the hell?oh my goodness?The notice board said that it will be held by Wednesday?oh..oh...what the hell college?I am still in my car,should I drive back again?
My mind was in a whirl,I just drove back to college without thinking,(I was exceeding the speed limit =S)
The angriest was....My friend replied again and said "No need to go back,you can go to office to take it by tomorrow"..What?I just reached the college LEH!!! =@ =@
I am not angry with my friend,instead,I was thankful to be friend with her...LOL =D
And of course,I am angry with the college management! What the lousy management! =S.....
I had no choice and I drove back to my home again,
waste my time and petrol....SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: Think before Act!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P/P/S: Class Gathering by tomorrow =D

Qualifying Tests results

2010-09-13T22:04:00.005+08:00

OH my,I did not realize that my lecturers gave us back the exam papers by today..
When did they mark our exam papers?Perhaps they spent the holidays marking exam papers...LOL...Whatever...=/
Today,I reached the college,when I was heading to Chemistry Lab,I came across my Chemistry Lecturer,then he told me that today we wouldn't have lab sessions and asked me to go to room 2.11...(His words stunned me for a moment,then I went to inform others classmates to go to room 2.11)
After we took our seats,he just handed over a sheaf of exam papers to one of my friends,then my friend started to pass the exam papers around of us....
When I was receiving my exam papers (Whoa,what's that?is that my papers?..err..)....Yea,that's mine....but...but...quite bad but not very bad!(said in my inner voice)..Nothing what,at least better than last time (wahahaha =D)
The next lesson was Physics (NO please,"heart attack" if lecturer give us back the exam papers =/)...
Yea....and BOOM BANG....I got my physics results.....The results was quite similar to my Chemistry results...HAHA....SHIT man!.....anyway,I get passed ^^....
Don't overstressed myself and don't set a VERY HIGH target!
Relax..relax....
Waiting for my Biology and Maths results by tomorrow!
Here "I" go
=D

P/S: Way to get all good grades for a steppingstone to University,come on! =D

Nothing Special

2010-09-11T19:41:00.008+08:00

Today is the second day of "Hari Raya Adilfitri",and it falls on Saturday,
so here I would like to say "Have a good weekend" =) to all my friends and family..

Nothing special,I did get much sleep by last night,and I slept like a log,I love to sleep,sleeping is same alike recharging your body's energy.
I woke up at 11.30am,I switched on the television,hmmmmm,pressed the buttons of remote control to channel 613,oh yeah,Tv programme for kids--"Sponge Bobs",LOL....But my favourite kiddie show is "Tom and Jerry" lah (=DDDDD)
After that I pressed the buttons of remote control again to channel 852--Hitz Fm.....I was listening to Hitz weekends' musics while cleaning up myself,LOL

You know what!
I went to the same place with my parents again--Maluri's Jaya Jusco,
=_=.....(my parents' favourite shopping mall!!!!!!!!!!!!) WAKAKA

A scoop of ice-cream (Baskin Robbins),this is vanilla with chocolate chips ice-cream!
Awww...ice cream is exquisite,especially the sweetness in freezing point! =D
(I shared with my parents~❤)

LOL,I am going vegetarian just for today? =D
Healthy meal planning is important for me,always~❤

Brown rice (without its outer covering removed)

Mixed vegetables(broccoli,mushroom,hyacinth bean,edible tree fungus,carrot),
for the next one,steamed fish

P/S: Wheee x)

Family Day aka Holiday

2010-09-10T18:16:00.004+08:00

Today is the day of holiday,yeah it is Adilfitri holiday,
No Hari Raya Adilfitri,No holiday??? LOL =D.....
Got Hari Raya Adilfitri,got holiday,I like holiday,so can I conclude that I like Hari Raya Adilfitri too? =D (LAME!CRAZY!LOL!xD)
...........................................................................
I woke up at 9am sharp this morning,I stood at the corner of my living room,I was looking at the sky and the ground,the outside paths were moist with dew and damp,a cool breeze drifted through the open window,and it ventilated all around my house,it was cool and refreshing (I thought,how good it is if I could enjoy the coolness of the morning breeze everyday? =D )
After that I went to clean up myself,and I looked at myself in the mirror.(oh yeah,I still have a nice-looking) (cheh,perasan =D)....and I combed my long hair out!
Oh,I rushed to sms to my dear,it's time for him to wake up because today he got to work(I miss him dreadfully,I think,LOL....),actually we are just started this relationship,and perhaps we are the puppets of fate?Seriously,I have no regret about to be with him,we are matched,LOL....It's okay we just do our BEST together to strive for excellent =).....

With my parents,
I got in my car and drove off to have breakfast with them,err...we were having "dim sum" at Taman Tasik Permaisuri.
Soon,I drove back to my area's "pasar",we just walked into it and found nothing!
After that,we were heading to Maluri's Jusco,but unfortunately,its opening time for today is 1pm,oh my gosh?
We had no choice but my parents asked me to fetch them to Yulek to buy other stuffs,i.e fruits and moon cakes....it is because they would like to give them to their friends as a gift.
I parked my car while they walked to Yulek's "pasar" =.=, (LOL my cute parents)
Finally they had brought a watermelon,pears,a papaya and so on,O.o....then I accompanied them to other grocery shops to buy moon cakes!
Next,we went back to Maluri's Jusco again,it was 12.30pm,LOL....30 minutes left!
("Dut",parking card came out)
Nevermind,we--daddy,mummy,and I were just sitting down inside the McDonald restaurant which was located outside of the Jusco...to ...WAIT lah....=DDDD.......
Time went by quickly,1 pm here we go! =D
I saw the front door was lifted up. After a few minutes,there were lots of people inside the Jusco.... (for sure,holiday mah =D)
My parents were roaming around the moon cake's stalls,there were so many different kinds of moon cakes,so WOW ("modern world",these words were floated in my mind,modern generation produce modern "moon cake"? =D)
4 boxes of moon cakes were hanging on their hands,I helped them to carry one box la,pitiful,wasted around 200 bucks..=D
Well,I fetched them back to home,like that....
be a driver the whole day!!!!worth it,I love my parents =)......
.........................................................................

Now,it is 6 o' clock in the evening,
I am preparing now for my cousin's wedding party tonight,
it's supposed to be a catering night at my cousin's house...=3....
HAHA,and...
you know what am I going to prepare for her?shhhhh....
I will give a pearl bracelet to her as a gift!!!!!shhhh...
LOL.....

P/S: I like TODAY!
P/P/S: Happy marriage to my cousin and cousin-in-law =)