The description of impressions before 2011

"The bad new is time flies,the good news is you're the pilot"..Well,we have to wave our hands and say goodbye to year 2010,just one more day left...Currently I am pushing myself hard for the preparation of Edexcel A levels Examination on January soon! Anyway,all the best to myself and all of my friends who will be sitting for the examination....Success through qualification =).......

Well,throughout the year 2010,I have encountered a lot of challenges,successes,failures,the moments of happiness and sadness,easy and difficult situations,and suffering periods...

Start of with January 2010-June 2010,
I had finished SPM on 2009 and planned to apply for A levels course which will be taken one and a half year,since I will be working in medical field for my future..I had went through several colleges and universities but finally ended up with METHODIST COLLEGE KUALA LUMPUR( I was recommended and suggested by my friend )
Wow,my first impression for that college were simple and rough but it underwent renovation progress that time,haha,and now my college looks much better compared to last time....renewed! =D.....
I have registered four subjects for A levels..Mathematics,Biology,Chemistry,and Physics...and I found it harder and tougher than SPM level,wow what the challenges man!...chill!!!!
I took part in college events such as orientation camp,orientation Ball Night,Treasure Hunt,and much more,and I become the member of Pre-U society,Pre-medical society and Editorial Board of reporting department....
Moreover,I get to know a sum of friends from my college...They are Joyce Tan,Zoe Eee,Yee Shan,Ngar Mun,Kiet Eie,Yu Jin,Kim,Yong Yi,and much more and I feel lazy to list out here hehe....We had fun times together,eat,laugh,and play all around =D...They are my best mates ever,Thank you and I love you guys =)......
I have a packed schedule,6 hours and more for the lectures every weekday =)...A tonne of assignments and burden of studies and exams
and it turns me out to be more responsibility,patience,respect,smart,and so on....
=)
Well,my results still maintained a moderate level,and hopefully to be better by next time =)....

July 2010-December 2010
As usual,I drove to college for classes..Study and focus on exam....and I have taken part in BBQ Night on July in college and Intercohort Games on August....
I had so much fun in college and I feel proud to be a student there =)....

Now focus on the important point,I've encountered with a guy,Lee Seng Tai,we were in love with each other..The first day we were in the relationship was on "5th of September 2010"...=')...This guy...He has a big dream...I love his smiley face,I love his voice,I love his PERSON and his HEART!
I feel fortune to have him in my life actually,and I appreciate his caring and love for me,and I slowly fall in love deeply to him,and I take this relationship seriously,and I've no regret =')...Unfortunately,after 3 months sharp,is it god fooling with us? Is it my fault? Or is it his fault? Or is it not our fault??????
Maybe it is my fault,caused by me >.<.....
Maybe I asked something that trigger his sensitivity,and I apologized sincerely to him,I was forgiven but the case went badly until he wanted for the break-up ! ='(....>.<....Until now,I still don't know what is the main problem!!!!
Anyway,miracle does happen,let's time calm us down,and rebuild the fate again?
Let's nature takes its course!

Good luck to my A levels Exam soon!

P/S: Happy New Year!

Where am I ?

It's been a few weeks and I did not update my blog,Ummmm.....
What should I tell here,something was weighing on my mind for so long,and I have so many things on my mind,I can feel the trouble coming up,awaken to new challenges,tremendously exciting?PROBABLY NO!and I can see the bad things arising!

Let's make it clearly,I am now facing two main problems,which are studies and relationship!
Stresses from those subjects,yes of course I could manage it well without other problems arising!
At the same time I've had a quarrel with him..Until now,I don't know why,even I don't understand,it was a small matter! Can you understand? Can you gimme the answer? Why you wanted to make a wildly exaggerated responses and decision? I could understand your feeling,but could you understand my feeling? D'=....Right,I have a very tolerant towards our relationship,but the pain was almost more than I could bear,I couldn't bear the thought of losing YOU,do you know my endurance has THE LIMITATION too?My brain will explode sooner or later..You're still CONSIDERING while I am waiting your answer for so long with greatest pressure on my mind and greater heartbeats per minute!!!!Can you think wisely throughout this problem? I've so many questions to ask you,but I don't dare to ask as if I trigger your sensitivity again?
How will you know I am hurt,if you cannot see my PAIN?
Well,it is the truth again that I love you very much,if not,I wouldn't bear the pain until now!!...and I will not let you go =')....and I will not give up on US,and I believe on us,as you said to me before!=) CHEER!
From now onwards,I will not rush on emotion to you,please don't worry,but can I have the authority to release my anger,sadness,and stress into my blog? Please grant me some personal freedom at here,thanks!


Next month I'll be sitting for Edexcel A-levels Examination,wish me luck,
and I will try my best to score well,as much as I could.....
I will strive for excellent in the present time,as I am still alive!

Last but not least,I would like to thank my friends who comforted and supported me when I am down and depressed,and ultra caring from my parents,without you all,I will not stand up myself again!


P/S: Dear bloggies,well,I am sorry for releasing my sadness and stress at here again!
I hope no one will read this post....

................Please don't read........................

kahmun

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all the people in the world,
and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011
may your dreams come true...
and live peacefully =)

....kahmun...