Profound thought

Yeah, since I am on holiday, I have completely cleaned my room , by getting a piece of wet cloth to wipe down my dusty desk, bookshelf, and drawer. To be frank, they were really full of dust, its been two months since I didn't clean them. Also, I changed my bed sheet, rearranged my paper works and books, and mopped the floor. Well, I bet all of you prefer things to be cleaned, right?

This week I will be spending my time with my friends and also family, at last I've a few days of deep relaxation. It's better to spend time in resting and enjoying myself as much as possible before a new chapter of life begins. I feel like playing bowling, archery, rock climbing, and... my favourite sport - cycling. Right, I've missed my bike so much. Thought of buying a new bike after a period of time then. =)

I am going to get a cell phone. Nope, its a smartphone, since I've some extra savings. Besides, I planned to work part-time start from next month onward. Hopefully I could learn something new from it. It's wise to begin with a plan! (: Dear self, all the best.

I will be starting the second semester on January 2012. There will be much more challenges later on, for sure. It's never too late to start off with a positive thinking. Let's beat it calmly! (:

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Some thoughts...some memories...some sadness...they will be last forever in my heart, and also in my mind too. If you still remember what was happening for the past year, I've been struggling for almost a year, it isn't easy at all, I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles. Yet, I have becoming stronger and stronger! It goes successfully! (:

You have taught me a valuable lesson...you've been said: " the society teaches me to be harsh, I give you time but please don't take it for granted. " I finally realized that what were you meant to be.

If I kept trying my best to provide value and cares for you, you would do things that showed that you didn't completely recognise about my carings, you would leave me wondering what you were thinking about. Why are you not recognizing the good intent I had in mind?

If I am deciding to give you up, am I the person to be blamed? I think you should know, who is the one doesn't even cherish the one who loves you very much.

Sorry that I loved you. (:

Thank you!

By: kahmun (: