Alone in the hollow brightness

Please help! I am stuck in a dilemma, neither in studies nor in career, but to subdue the pain of migraine. I still remember the first time I had migraine when I was in form 3. It is actually a common type of headache yet it's very painful and annoying to me.

I feel a sense of emptiness this recently, I feel like avoiding this feeling but I discovered that its the feeling of lack or something missing that makes me feel uncomfortable in my life? I crave for chocolate, ice-cream, and cheese but they do not appear at my sight. I yearn for a completely healthy mind and body but the painful headache/migraine run on my mind, same goes to my phobia, I hate you all. ): Whenever I need you, but where are you? )':

To be continued......

Kahmun.

The life and feelings

I don't know why, I've been feeling very down and depressed , it started about 2 weeks ago until now. I thought having depression or feeling down from time to time is a very normal part of our life, but the feeling isn't right to me because I had a thought of don't wanna live anymore, SHIT? Please don't tell me on how to survive. =/ FOREVER ALONE!

Damn, the phobia has really made me into a horrible person, I hate it? ): I can't sleep, I've been suffering from insomnia, I am really suffering you know! You've been disappeared yourself for almost 2 months and why you're turning back to attack me again? )': SOB!

So, it ended up with fever, caught a cold, sore throat, coughing and whatsover! )':

Sorry for telling that. ):

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Yesterday I went to the Sunny Beach Cafe where I used to be on lunch with my schoolmates last time, it's been 2 years since I've been there, so I was paying my first visit right after I've left my high school. Those fun and joys with my schoolmates had made an indelible vivid memories on my mind. It's impossible to forget such memorable moment in my life. (:

This time, I tagged along with Vinze - my high school and also my University senior. (:

Well, the quality of food and beverages still remains good though, and it still remains a very popular restaurant to students, workers, and other customers. Maybe it's the location, good atmosphere, and decorations that people enjoy. (:

The menu.
A plate of pasta with spicy sauce.
A plate of pasta with tomato sauce.
A bowl of mushroom soup.
A glass of mint shake.

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On 2nd of November, I went to Maluri Jusco with my parents. No idea, they were making promotions and discounts in J-card Member Day. I've bought 3 file holders and inner wears with 50-70% discounts. No wonder people were thirsting for hunting piece!

Well, I had a cup of signature hot chocolate at Starbucks.

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On 4th of November, we went to Paragon Thai Village for dinner.

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This is 南瓜算盘子。Errrr..... =9

P/S: Please don't remind me on how to survive.