The description of impressions before 2011

"The bad new is time flies,the good news is you're the pilot"..Well,we have to wave our hands and say goodbye to year 2010,just one more day left...Currently I am pushing myself hard for the preparation of Edexcel A levels Examination on January soon! Anyway,all the best to myself and all of my friends who will be sitting for the examination....Success through qualification =).......

Well,throughout the year 2010,I have encountered a lot of challenges,successes,failures,the moments of happiness and sadness,easy and difficult situations,and suffering periods...

Start of with January 2010-June 2010,
I had finished SPM on 2009 and planned to apply for A levels course which will be taken one and a half year,since I will be working in medical field for my future..I had went through several colleges and universities but finally ended up with METHODIST COLLEGE KUALA LUMPUR( I was recommended and suggested by my friend )
Wow,my first impression for that college were simple and rough but it underwent renovation progress that time,haha,and now my college looks much better compared to last time....renewed! =D.....
I have registered four subjects for A levels..Mathematics,Biology,Chemistry,and Physics...and I found it harder and tougher than SPM level,wow what the challenges man!...chill!!!!
I took part in college events such as orientation camp,orientation Ball Night,Treasure Hunt,and much more,and I become the member of Pre-U society,Pre-medical society and Editorial Board of reporting department....
Moreover,I get to know a sum of friends from my college...They are Joyce Tan,Zoe Eee,Yee Shan,Ngar Mun,Kiet Eie,Yu Jin,Kim,Yong Yi,and much more and I feel lazy to list out here hehe....We had fun times together,eat,laugh,and play all around =D...They are my best mates ever,Thank you and I love you guys =)......
I have a packed schedule,6 hours and more for the lectures every weekday =)...A tonne of assignments and burden of studies and exams
and it turns me out to be more responsibility,patience,respect,smart,and so on....
=)
Well,my results still maintained a moderate level,and hopefully to be better by next time =)....

July 2010-December 2010
As usual,I drove to college for classes..Study and focus on exam....and I have taken part in BBQ Night on July in college and Intercohort Games on August....
I had so much fun in college and I feel proud to be a student there =)....

Now focus on the important point,I've encountered with a guy,Lee Seng Tai,we were in love with each other..The first day we were in the relationship was on "5th of September 2010"...=')...This guy...He has a big dream...I love his smiley face,I love his voice,I love his PERSON and his HEART!
I feel fortune to have him in my life actually,and I appreciate his caring and love for me,and I slowly fall in love deeply to him,and I take this relationship seriously,and I've no regret =')...Unfortunately,after 3 months sharp,is it god fooling with us? Is it my fault? Or is it his fault? Or is it not our fault??????
Maybe it is my fault,caused by me >.<.....
Maybe I asked something that trigger his sensitivity,and I apologized sincerely to him,I was forgiven but the case went badly until he wanted for the break-up ! ='(....>.<....Until now,I still don't know what is the main problem!!!!
Anyway,miracle does happen,let's time calm us down,and rebuild the fate again?
Let's nature takes its course!

Good luck to my A levels Exam soon!

P/S: Happy New Year!

Where am I ?

It's been a few weeks and I did not update my blog,Ummmm.....
What should I tell here,something was weighing on my mind for so long,and I have so many things on my mind,I can feel the trouble coming up,awaken to new challenges,tremendously exciting?PROBABLY NO!and I can see the bad things arising!

Let's make it clearly,I am now facing two main problems,which are studies and relationship!
Stresses from those subjects,yes of course I could manage it well without other problems arising!
At the same time I've had a quarrel with him..Until now,I don't know why,even I don't understand,it was a small matter! Can you understand? Can you gimme the answer? Why you wanted to make a wildly exaggerated responses and decision? I could understand your feeling,but could you understand my feeling? D'=....Right,I have a very tolerant towards our relationship,but the pain was almost more than I could bear,I couldn't bear the thought of losing YOU,do you know my endurance has THE LIMITATION too?My brain will explode sooner or later..You're still CONSIDERING while I am waiting your answer for so long with greatest pressure on my mind and greater heartbeats per minute!!!!Can you think wisely throughout this problem? I've so many questions to ask you,but I don't dare to ask as if I trigger your sensitivity again?
How will you know I am hurt,if you cannot see my PAIN?
Well,it is the truth again that I love you very much,if not,I wouldn't bear the pain until now!!...and I will not let you go =')....and I will not give up on US,and I believe on us,as you said to me before!=) CHEER!
From now onwards,I will not rush on emotion to you,please don't worry,but can I have the authority to release my anger,sadness,and stress into my blog? Please grant me some personal freedom at here,thanks!


Next month I'll be sitting for Edexcel A-levels Examination,wish me luck,
and I will try my best to score well,as much as I could.....
I will strive for excellent in the present time,as I am still alive!

Last but not least,I would like to thank my friends who comforted and supported me when I am down and depressed,and ultra caring from my parents,without you all,I will not stand up myself again!


P/S: Dear bloggies,well,I am sorry for releasing my sadness and stress at here again!
I hope no one will read this post....

................Please don't read........................

kahmun

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all the people in the world,
and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011
may your dreams come true...
and live peacefully =)

....kahmun...

The Critical Moment II

Well,how time flies again! I've already finished two semesters in A levels course,there is only 1 semester left,honestly I really can't wait for the graduation day,ha ha!....
Oh wait,let's settle and try out my best shot in the coming Edexcel A level Examination first,it should be my second time sitting for the international exam....From my information,this exam is only held on every January/February and May/June at afternoon and night time in Malaysia,between 2pm-8pm...For my experience,most of the papers held at night time,6.30pm-8pm,It is so disappointment that I couldn't watch the sunset during exam time,but I could sense the sunset when I was doing the exam questions! =)

What should I do after finished A levels?
I still got at least 4 years for undergraduate course man!.....and I would like to move on postgraduate course if possible which might take up 2 years+.....
This is a matter of the utmost importance,I have been reconsidered this matter again and again!
There are plenty of factors that I should consider before settling on a course,my ambition,favourite subjects,career path,skills and talents,personality,preference,duration of the course,and the entry requirements!
I got a lot of preferences so that's why I am so interested in learning and eager to study all the matters and antimatters around!
Ha....and I have two pathways!
Pharmacy is my first choice,and it covers core areas of drugs,the effects and dispensing of drugs on human beings/patients....I am ready to lend my helping hands in medical field =)...
My back-up plans are medical imaging,radiotherapy,and physiotherapy....
Well,let's consider again....

P/S: moving forward,I am alright =)

The Critical Moment

Well,its been one week and more I did not update my post,my trial results came as a big blow!! Even I could not believe on it too,I think of I should change my method of study as fast as possible,it is still early,there are two months left before the International Exam,come on girl!!!!!!!!You can do it!!!!!
As the taskmaster of the Zodiac says ,and Saturn commands that I've to get to work and WORK HARD,discipline and responsibility are important to this Planet,yet if we're eager to conquer the world,that's okay,too! Yes,I strongly agree with it!

NO PAIN NO GAIN,sometime I think,is this quote successes to motivate and encourage all the people to work hard before the greatest achievement is obtained? Is this quote ensures that if people tend to SACRIFICE or work hard in something,the dreams will be achieved and come true??? Well,is a NOPE for someone,for sure I am included!! I could feel the BURN from my brain,or even my soul,my brain is broke out,my muscles are ran out of energy! Because I've to accept that GOT PAIN NO GAIN is encountering me in this year,I had never encountered such resistance and difficulties before!!!I know I should be STRONGER,be stabled,and be determined to face the problem,I have confidence,I have ability,I have patience! Yes,I have everything,but I am lost in direction! ='(.....Well,with my will power,I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!
Once again,come on! =)....

Today onwards,I planned to lock up myself in my bedroom,until the exam is coming,I sat on my neat desk quietly,I looked at my bookshelf with all the recessed book,my stationery,a stack of files and papers,a sheaf of Double A papers and A4 papers,my make-up stuffs =),and my Yamaha flute,I smiled with them =)

It's time to work hard with all my energies and powers!!!!!!!

Sun,shines on ME!!!!!!!

P/S : PLEASE,GOD,GIVE ME STRENGTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am ready at all TIME!

Fever-ing

I was not feeling well since yesterday,I was deeply hurt,I was sad and depressed and in a confused state of mind,hmmm...something I shouldn't tell at here,I feel bad and I will keep it inside my heart,it is my sad thought! Sorry my blogger!

Today,I absent myself to college,because I couldn't walk and stand so long this morning,I still feel slightly fever and dizzy,I had no choice and got myself laying down on my bed,and I laid there insensible until afternoon,I woke up and I was feeling much better than this morning,I drink plenty of water and taking plain foods instead of highly spiced dishes!Ya,I think I am fully recovered now,haha,I will go back to college by tomorrow...weeeee x)

P/S: take care of my body health first! =)

New laptop

So yeah,I bought a new laptop by yesterday,and I am using it right now,and I found this to be a reliable brand of computer,it is Asus...I have never heard of this brand before so thanks to my dear for his recommendation <3 ,I had been searching for a laptop the whole year long but I am quite vague about the properties of every PC and hadn't compiled enough information for every laptop in the world =D

Haha,let's talk about myself,I have a paucity of knowledge about information technology so that's why I have difficulties in certain issues about PC... Oh my,it's time to raise,heighten,enhance,and increase my knowledge of that...if not,will I being exploited?LOL..
By the way,I learned a lot since yesterday on how to fix the line,cable,install the new programs and files,and much more...and I was using my brainpower to fix everything,ahhhhh,too bad all my family members couldn't help me about that,pardon them~ =D
yeah,moreover I called the Streamyx customer service to help me to check the connection error,and so on,and I was very successfully at the end!

So,I love my new mate,
I need it to do my assignments,download exam papers,and so on..haha....

P/S: I am glad ! =D